rawr.

2009-07-28T13:37:00.002+08:00

BLOG CLOSED

This one's running instead!

7 months and 3 days

2009-07-16T22:09:00.001+08:00

goodbye.

Happy Birthday, Baby! =)

2009-07-11T15:25:00.000+08:00

Our epicfail.

2009-07-07T10:13:00.002+08:00

Last sunday we had a birthday celebration for the kids. For the January-July birthday kids only. They were so happy. =))

And after the Kids' Service, we didn't do much but laze around with Ernest. We got bored, and my heels were killing me. So i traded shoes with Ernest.So shexy mexy horr? I didn't know Ernest had such sexy white legs.
Later on, we went to Econsave supermart to get some ice cream. I wore his shoes and he decided not to flaunt his sexy legs in my heels.

...

yes, that's Econsave Supermart we're in.

Legend Water Chalets

2009-07-06T11:49:00.003+08:00

I followed mom and dad to Port Dickson last week, for a sales congress dad was attending. I always thought the hotels in PD were nothing more than shacks with windows and air-condtioning, looking back at the past several 'hotels' we've stayed at PD.
So this was a wootawesome chalet in PD.

I saw this bed by the window and knew, i didn't have to fight for it, Nissa and Delena wasn't there. =PP

balcony
It's actually more like a Couple's Chalet la, because i noticed that there was windows between the bathtub and the bedroom. But overall, it's a really good spot to relax in, if you're holidaying at PD. This is definitely better than the OTHER*coughseafronthotelcough* hotels i've stayed at.
The breakfast buffet was good. They served Sushi, even! There was also other stuff like, fluffy pancakes, pasta, nasi lemak, hash browns, etc.
A really refreshing trip. =) (because nissa and delena wasn't there to intrude some parent-child bonding nyahahaha)

Blogger's Block.

2009-06-29T11:34:00.003+08:00

Well I thought that I had nothing to blog about, until I checked out my file on the PC. HOOOOOO. Loads! Ha-aah. I'll start with the Bukit Tinggi trip.
JENG JENG JENNGG.
THE BUKIT TINGGI TRIP.

Day 1

Going to Bukit Tinggi! How excitinggg! *clasps hands together* The French Village, the cold air, and far faar away from this wilderness of ~~a city~~ an outskirt *coughkajangcough*
On the way up.

TREES! how excitinggg! *clasps hands together*
Wait. They're not even trees. bahahaha. Fine,
GRASS! How excitinggg! *clasps hands together*

LOOK! MORE grass. How excitinggg! *clasps hands together*

GRASS! HOW EX--*slaps self* how BORINGG. All I see is green, green, green, grass, grass, grass, gr--

OH YELLOW SIGNBOARD! Bah, this is ridiculous. I hate green and yellow now. I'm going to sleep.
--
WE'RE HERE! =D
Berjaya Hotels and Resorts.

The deco and designs are so cute.
Just like my house in Pet Society horr? =D
We saw fireflies at night but didn't take pictures cuz I'd only snap streaks of lights.
Later we went up to the French Village.
CUTER DECO.
Not much changed, though. But then again, how much can a French Village evolve. It IS stuck in the Middle Ages.

bought some stuff from a shop there, for some friends and relatives. =)

Day 2

bored at breakfast.

Visited Horse Trails on the way home.

Pleated mane!

---Goodbye, Berjaya Hotels and Resorts!---

So we got home, got out the stuffs we bought at the French Village, and started working on it. Sculpture painting. =D

Artpiece #1: Finished work; after gloss.

Artpiece #2: Before touch ups, and gloss.

We spent a whopping EIGHT HOURS on each sculpture.

--------------------------

That's that, and lemme see what else I have got in my file.

Ahh, I hate braces.

Faith, at church, trying to be Kakashi.

Joshua was eating this. Nice try, Koko Tiger.

---

Mom's Birthday, 17 June '09

We celebrated mom's birthday with two of dad's Taiwanese friends, Man Shin and Wei Chen, who so happen, came to stay for a week at our house. They declined to stay at a hotel, claiming that our house was comfier. =DD

They slept in Nissa's room so she had to dump ALL her belongings in my room for a WHOLE week!

Nissa's stuff. Ain't so bad, is it?

HOLY MOTHER. I have never seen my room SO MESSY in my entire life of 17 years!

*froths at mouth*

-----

Father's Day

Father's Day Presentation with the kids. Tiring it is. Just look at Isaac(dying on the floor)

Went out with Kevin the next week(20/06/09). To get some stuff.

A g-string for Sugar

A romantic picture.

An exotic shot,

And a Britney Spears.

That went well.

---

This I had to post up.

bahahahahaha.

Series of Events.

2009-06-08T18:41:00.006+08:00

YESTERDAY

CREAM! =D
For Delena's birthday cake.

Delena's birthday cake-- in the making.

The cake--finished, with Aunty Angie Loo's professional help. =P

LEFTOVERS! =D yum.

Hanna-- Juri and Maiku's pet toy poodle. =)
--------------------------
TODAY
Out with the Pastors again.
This time, for durians. So we traveled south about an hour and a half for durians. -_-
We arrived at the durian orchard to see a really huge house on stilts. So the boredom begins.

A Jewish architect, I suppose. =S
hint: the star of David.

Bored, tired and can't wait to feast on durians.

FINALLY! =D

I'm reminded of the Elves and the shoemaker..

So many orchids! bah, i was just bored.

We were so bored from playing cards so, we decided to play with Jeremy, the small kid.
He's trying to get the lion toy, and when he sees it upstairs, he runs to it. By the time he runs upstairs, he sees the the monkey toy instead and the lion toy downstairs. o_o Cuz we're throwing it around, making sure he doesn't get it.

Jeremy kinda sulked when he realized that we've been tricking him. XD so we played another game with him.
He locks the door and Joshua kicks the monkey beyond the door. Then we tell him to save the monkey. He opens the door and picks its up, brings it in and we tell him to lock the door. Process repeats, often with laughter and rolling on the floor.
well, we didn't exactly tell him, we screamed at him. o_o

Cameraman: Denissa
Players: Me, Denissa, Delena, Joshua Ong, Jeremy Soo
Victims: Lion and Monkey toys.

Meaningless day tho. -_-

2009-06-04T19:03:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah, this is the video for Laundry Day, just in case you guys go "WTF IS LAUNDRY DAY" when you see me and my sister...

...nevermind.

Trip to Ipoh with the Pastors.

2009-06-04T18:08:00.007+08:00

Hello! I just came back from Ipoh, a trip of divine intervention..
...and food.

while most part of the trip is about food, the pictures are ALL about..
uh..
I can't really explain.
The hotel curtains, perhaps.

Well, we had nothing better to do.

2009-06-04T18:00:00.002+08:00

Our signature pose.
let me rephrase, *sighs*
GUH
GUHH
GA
GAHH
GA-GA-GALACTIC TRANSFORRRRMM!

sehp, sehp, sehp,
butterfly...
XD

WHOOPS! Trying to put on a damn skirt.
for..
for..

...for night fever of course! what else.

another scene from Laundry Day.

let me say it again, we had NOTHING BETTER TO DO.

fun though. =D

Today Is The BORINGEST Day Ever!

2009-06-02T23:26:00.003+08:00

So we decided to...

GUH
GA
GAH
GUH
GALACTIC TRANSFOOORRRRRRMMMM!
*sailormoon pose*

Lay Off

2009-05-30T00:51:00.002+08:00

He said, and I quote,

As idiot as the sun is bright.

That's him throwing the boomerang and he flew instead.

He's so self centered, he's only looking at his own feet.

I like how he describe things. =)

Sugar Rush!

2009-05-29T18:05:00.005+08:00

Back atcha, Nissa. =D

Suddenly we both wanted to annoy each other in the car like annoying kids who'd gotten their first camera phone, and we.. well. took pictures. We were like struggling and fighting and laughing, and..
.. snapping pictures.

oh yeah let me throw another one in. :D

haha! Well, now I'm tired. Sugar rush totally made me use up all the energy I've got, running all over One Utama and Jusco. I saw raw salmon and I think it was orgasmic. =S It was a raw(and I mean FRESH RAW), ORANGE, and fat slab of a Salmon Trout.

If I can't buy it, I'LL STARE AT IT.

Now I'm just tired.

Off to praise and worship practice now.

JAYSUS WAS HIS NAME OH!

2009-05-28T23:27:00.003+08:00

I just remembered the last practice for Sunday's praise and worship. Well, the events before the practice. We had to tumpang Aunt Justine's car to church and so did Joshua Ong. In Aunt Justine's car, she played a cd track with ALL the lil modern kiddy Christian songs. Gahh, annoying.
There's one song which goes,

Head and shoulders, knees and toes
knees and toes
knees and toes..
clap your hand and praise Him

And just when we though it was going to end, the music blasts, "HEAD AND SHOULDERS KNEES AND TOES KNEES AND TOES KNEES AND TOES"

WTFGHZOMGBBQ

and we all thought it ended when it sang, "... clap your hands and praise Him."

And then it starts again!
head and shoulders, head and SHOULDERS HEAD AND SHOULDERS
GAHH.
knees and toes, knees and toes, knees and toes

but, well it ended, much to my delight.
And a new song introduces itself on the speakers.

Oh Father God He had a Son,
JAYSUS WAS HIS NAME OH
J-E-S-U-S
J-E-S-U-S
J-E-S-U-S, and Jesus was His name oh.

they turned Jesus into Bingo.
Holy mother!

I died that night hearing, "JAYSUS WAS HIS NAME OH" as the last words.

Why Are Some Guys Just So Plain Clueless?

2009-05-28T00:14:00.005+08:00

I have no idea what to blog. But I do feel like blogging. I want to blog.
Okay lets see, I forgot to blog about Teachers' Day in church.

Yes I've got flowers, as you can see. =D from my students. =D Of course I'm happy! =P

roses! =D
okay, what else?
Heck, i'm trying to kill my blogger's block here.
Oh yeah, Sugar's developed this sense of belonging in nissa's bed(because Nissa doesn't scold Sugar)

oh just look at that.

thats all i guess. =/ nites. I suddenly feel a little down. Need to sleep it over.

I'm So Bored at Home, There's Mushrooms Growing On My Back.

2009-05-21T10:59:00.005+08:00

Someone sent me this email. I think it's very true too. GAH.

In the middle of the table is a round food tray with five kinds of Fruits on it.

They are:

A. Apple
B. Banana
C. Strawberry
D. Peach
E. Orange

Which fruit will you choose? Please think VERY carefully and don't rush into it.. This is great, I was astounded!

Your choice reveals a lot about you!

Test results: Please SCROLL DOWN ;

dun-dun-dunnn!

If you have chosen:

A. Apple: That means you are a person who loves to eat apples
B. Banana: That means you are a person who loves to eat bananas
C. Strawberry: That means you are a person who loves to eat strawberries
D. Peach: That means you are a person who loves to eat peaches
E. Orange : That means you are a person who loves to eat oranges

hate me, hate me, hate me all you like. =D

Idea Rawstarrs Graduates

2009-05-18T20:11:00.010+08:00

myself, Janet and Shahnaz talking about..
..braces.

Victor and I looking at Sylvia having a row with Shahnaz.
AS ALWAYS.

Victor. Jeff
It's a love-hate thing. =D

Arthur. Laston. Jeff
Arthur has been sending me in and out from and to class even up to the last day! D:

L-R: Jonathan, Peter, Laston, Jeff, Sylvia, Victor, myself, Arthur, Janet, Anis, Chloe, Shahnaz.

Idea Rawkstarrs is AWESOMMME!

If you guys wanna take the route of the advertising industry, sign up for Idea Rawkstarrs! =D
The 2nd course for Idea Rawkstarrs is in June and is the LAST course.

click here to get a good view what Idea Rawkstarrs is all about.

so, GOGOGOGO!

*thanks to Jon for the pics! =))

So I Continue My Journey

2009-05-12T00:54:00.002+08:00

Today was just SO awesome, and I feel happy, as well as refreshed. Yes, I am talking about Idea Rawkstarrs. What else will I talk about? =D My dad is tired of listening to me tho. He's like, "She just WON'T shut up!" And just last week I could live with only 5 words a day, to my mom's utter dismay.
Mother is going to be so delighted.
Idea Rawkstarrs had not only give me what I needed to know about the advertising industry, but had also opened my eyes to see how simple life is; it's not as complicated as I always had assumed it was. It got me thinking, I was the one who made things complicated, not life. =) Life can be as complex or as simple as I want it to be. Because I always have a choice. =)
I was able to meet awesome new friends that I never knew I could trust. =) They're like my mirrors, and I, their mirror.
--

The Don Victor-- The biggest mistake of humanity is inventing the word mistake. says:
lol
how am i your mirror
XD

debbs says:
you are brutal honest
-_-

The Don Victor-- The biggest mistake of humanity is inventing the word mistake. says:
o_o
i am?

debbs says:
you're not?
o____o
._.

--
Okay, maybe one or two have no idea that they're supposed to do me a favor being honest. -_-
During my last homework ever from Idea Rawkstarrs, I had to pick a challenge and take it up. One of the challenge i took up was to say the three words.
Yes, those three words to show affection. I don't mind writing it, but I have got issues SAYING it. You know what those three words are, don't you?
So, I shared it with my classmate and the three trainers.

Me: So, I said those three words la. You know right? It's so obvious.
Shahnaz: What three words? >:D

I hate you, Shahnaz.

Me: Its (small voice)"I.love.you."
Shahnaz: Whaaa?

I hate you, Shahnaz.

Me: (between gritted teeth) It's "I.LOVE.YOU."
Shahnaz: Speak english laa.

I hate you, Shahnaz.

Me: It's AIIH LUUHHFF YEEWWW.
Shahnaz: OHHH. >:D

Okaylarr, I love you shahnaz. =DD

But anyway, Janet was asking us, what our experience was during our last exercise. And I felt like it was refreshing, like cucumber slices on my eyes. And that's when I knew, God had a part in this. ;P This went all exactly as God had planned it out nicely for me. Even through all the stressful situations, God was in control. I looked back and it was just so refreshing.
Who would have thought of it? Cucumber slices on my eyes.

Come to think of it, I might just as well have a couple of 'em for the night. =)

I Never Knew I Knew

2009-05-08T11:28:00.006+08:00

well, Idea Rawkstarrs is coming to an end. Well, of course i feel happy that I don't need to brainstorm anymore! But i realized that brainstorming WAS the fun part. =[

and the awesome people there.

Brainstorming was the essence why the conversation started. Brainstorming was why we had to talk. Brainstorming was the reason why the conversation got so funny. Brainstorming was the reason why we went out for meetings. Brainstorming was the sole reason for teamwork. Brainstorming was the fun in stress. Brainstorming made us more creative. Brainstorming made us more defined. Brainstorming made us know. Brainstorming creates questions we never knew we knew. Brainstorming was how we knew each other. Brainstorming created a determination I never knew existed.Brainstorming made me realize things i never noticed.

Brainstorming was my enemy and is now my friend. =)

But Idea Rawkstarrs has been awesome. Its my place to chill and be myself. (Eventhough I feel stressed and stoned at times. =F) Also to learn so many new things! I see things differently now. I can't tell you guys what I've learnt there. It's no use with words. It's better off explained through your own experience. =)

Awesome. Just awesome.

2009-04-27T11:49:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to say.

How do you condense the term "cutting one's down there" into one word?

2009-04-09T16:34:00.005+08:00

the word is tiok.

The Don Victor-- The futher you reach fo the skies, the more prone you are to lightning strikes says:

---
Screw me! DONT! says:
tiok you is like stating you wanna cut the fella there

The Don Victor-- The futher you reach fo the skies, the more prone you are to lightning strikes says:
tiau?
screw?

Screw me! DONT! says:
than the tiau like f*** you kinda thing

---
yeah
tiok is fine
dont say tiau in front of your parents

debbs says:
HARRRH.

The Don Victor-- The futher you reach fo the skies, the more prone you are to lightning strikes says:
later they tiok you

--later that conversation--

debbs says:
o.O
you guys are weird

The Don Victor-- The futher you reach fo the skies, the more prone you are to lightning strikes says:
lol
how so
we dont do what clowns do everytime we wanna go out
makeup
i meant makeup
=_=

debbs says:
you called girls clowns!

The Don Victor-- The futher you reach fo the skies, the more prone you are to lightning strikes says:
yeaaah
you guys sit for like
an hour
putting stuff on your faces

debbs says:
i'll bring all the girls of the world to torch you
HAHHHAHA

The Don Victor-- The futher you reach fo the skies, the more prone you are to lightning strikes says:
lol
eh, that'll be cool
XD
lets have an orgy instead
that's worst than being burnt alive
=_=

debbs says:
HAHAHAHAHA
thats an orgy?

The Don Victor-- The futher you reach fo the skies, the more prone you are to lightning strikes says:
yeap
except
maybe t's gangbang

debbs says:
o.O
i'll call them to tiok you

The Don Victor-- The futher you reach fo the skies, the more prone you are to lightning strikes says:
there are multiple girls and one guy
omg
please
anything but that

debbs says:
HAHAHHHAHAA

Facts ignored.

2009-04-09T14:40:00.002+08:00

I was having my driving class, and my driving instructor told me to do the side parking. soo..

Me: *reverse slowly and dangerously close to the poles*
DI: ehhh! don't masuk too dalam. sakit nanti!

I hope you guys get it.

This is like the worst day ever.

2009-04-06T13:28:00.002+08:00

I feel like crying. Better still, throwing up. Yes, I had to follow my parents to Singapore. No, I did not present my product ad. Yes, I could have presented it this morning at 95%. But I'd have to skip my sceduled driving class. What could I have done? I could have walked all the way to Bangsar. I could have went there at 3am before my parents left for Singapore.

I would. If i could.

I lugged along my laptop everywhere I went in Singapore just to look for a connection so I could work on my ad. But I could not find. There was just simply no time to go to McD for wifi. And staying up past midnight just to alter my ads.

The more I look at it, the more convinced I am that the ads just suck.

And that's why I keep aftering my ads.

Don't tell me not to take this personally. Because this rejected specimen does.

I wish you could scoop me into your arms, away from this hellish pit.

2009-03-29T16:51:00.002+08:00

You know know know what? =P on the 26th of March 2009, my family met the OTHER side of the family. =P Well, my grandma's long lost sister! What's weird is that the sister and her husband's name are the same as my parents! David and Judy Wu. And and and if you translate Goh into chinese, it means 'wu' too!

It doesn't end there and then. The couple's son (about my dad's age o.O), is a pastor! And a book author! And he cracks jokes! Like my dad! The weirdest part is that when i saw his wedding photo in the photo album, he looked JUST LIKE MY DAD.

like WOW.

Anyway6, we had dinner at some restaurant in KL and the 8 course meal was ouch! RM500+. @@

gaam nida osaeyo!

2009-03-25T09:02:00.008+08:00

This week is crazy.

Under normal circumstances, that is.

No, no, no, i didn't get 50 bruises from paintballing.

No, i didn't go for paintballing.

Though i so badly want to.

Fine! forget the paintballing!

Anyway, my point is, this week is has been my ups and downs week (I should pen that down on my calendar). I got my phone. =P A SHEXY MEXY SE K770i! One this about this phone, is that its not that light, and its so smooth that it's slippery. And that's why I need to get a condom for it.

THE RUBBER CASING DUHHH.(I know some of you are still new to this, like you victorrr.)

Thats the beginning.

I started my driving lessons with this cool indian dude. (He likey Aston Martin too!) He's really chatty, so he's fun =)

He was telling me about another student who don't know when to change gear..

Student: Eh, how la?! cannot masuk!

Indian Dude: You cannot feel ah??

Student: Noo! How to feel?

ID: When it masuk dalam, then you feel la! Okay, masuk now. Got feel or not?

Student: Noo.. Can feel anything meh?!

Sounds like a backfired sex scene.

Anyway, that's driving lessons. For the PRE-TEST,

I FAILEDDD

This time, its a malay dude who was giving me the test.

He was speaking in Korean to me. swt la. Everything also end with saeyo. If you know what i mean. We were chatting during the pre-test and i didn't feel so nervous. =P

THANK YOU IDEA RAWKSTARRS.

But i failed anyway.

I went shopping and oh look! SUGAR! hahahhaa.

I didn't know such shoe existed.

before
Awww, she looks like the shoe. HAHAHA.

After

Cheeseburgers, Sugarr! you don't look like the shoe anymore!

Cheeseburgers:

Nissa and I took up the challenge not to curse. Nissa wanted yellow stockings. But, i think cheeseburgers sounds good.

Like,

"OH CHEESEBURGERS!"

"YOU CHEESEBURGER"

"cheeseburger moronn"

"what in cheeseburgers are you doing?!"

yeah.

Oh yeah! Nissa tagged me.

01. What have you been doing recently?
Caressing my phone. because it dropped down the stairs. =( I TOLD YOU IT'S SLIPPERY!

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Whatever for?

03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?
I had to bomb the toilet.

04. When did you last cry?
Don't know. Last month?

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Maybe. With a little doubt.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Now? To get a streak of idea for my product!

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
My hood. yengg leh? =P

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
The little baby blue pillow i bought from Ikea.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
My white shorts that falls off everytime i stand up. what?! It's comfy!
*walks off*
*shorts fall off*

10.What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Oops. I deleted it.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
perhaps.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Maybe I'm wearing Nissa's bra? HAHAHAHA. same size.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Forgot. I think it was Yes Man.

14. What are you proud of?
So many little things to be proud of! The slogan thing, the SPM thing, the Idea Rawkstarrs thing.. =)

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
Hello~ This is Louis! Are you remember me??? how are you and your sisters and your parents? i remembrance you and your family and your house... ah your house is very beautiful :)haha.. malaysia very hot now? the weather in korea is spring... very warm and beautiful road . i study for a occident food and china food.... i wanna it license. so i must obtain a that's food license. if so i need God bless^^. i believe So... how you doing nowadays? could you tell me?? ah... very difficult write in e- mail... haha.. i wish good luck!!! God bless you and your family take care bye~! ah,.... say hello your family ^^

A korean guy whom i met at church. =)

16. What was the last songs you sang out loud?
Taylor Swift & Miley Cyrus-Fifteen

17. Do you have any nick names?
Deb, debbs, baby, babi, barbie, barbarian, doll, mushroom, xiaomei, xiaoham, aunty,

18. What does your last received text message say?
Nest question.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12.26 AM.

20. Are you currently happy?
I'm actually more worried than happy.

21. Who gives you best advice?
Dad.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I WISH!

23.Who did you talk on phone last night?
I was at Idea Rawkstarrs last night.

24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
Nope.

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Delena.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
OF COURSE! It's beige yellow, and the toes are brown!

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Kevin.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yes. *sings, "when you're fifteen, and s0mebody tells you they love you, and you're gonna believe.."*

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Their ego. i understand that people needs ego. But what really annoys me is when they are super egoistical. They go like "yeah, i know Popshuvit, we're like buddies." And they put on a face that screams, "i know them, you don't. So I'm like more popularrr." Oh cheeseburgers!

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Ah, if i say it, my man will crush me. =P

31. Have you ever done coccaine?
It's called coke right? No, but I tried Minyak Cap Kapak. =P equally addictive. Oopss! did i say that out loud? =P

32. What is the colour of your room?
Don't ask. I hate it.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
Yes and he'll go "killing me softly with this song, killing me softly.."

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
YES. OH CHEESEBURGERS I DO.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Delena.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Kevin. Before he left for his Batu Pahat.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
The whole of NS

38. Do you have a life?
Yes, yes, yes I do. Thanks to Idea Rawkstarrs.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?
keith. HAHAHAHA. Of course I'M JOKING!

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
Because I know that feeling. It's familliar and I can relate to that.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Dad. He's not home. =( I miss him. He was wearing his familiar robe.

42. Last time you smile?
Am still smiling.

43. Have you changed this year?
Yep! Positively.

44. What are you listening right now?
To my mom.

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
Yes. my mom.

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
What dyu think it is??
OF COURSE ITS CLOSED.
no, its opened.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
I have to agree with Nissa.

"In my opinion the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what-have-you. The right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with. "-Mac McGuff, Juno :)

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
Yes. =( WILBUR PANNN. shut up, he's hot.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yep. Piano. Tried the violin. And the guitar. Still trying. ;)

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Turning Minyak Cap Kapak into viagra. Oh man that sucks.

51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?
Texting Kevin.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Hm, yes. =)

53. What song best describe your love life?
Its different and happy like no song could describle.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
yesyesyesyes.

55. Who always make you laugh?
Peter. Shahnaz. Victor. Jeff. OKAY. Idea Rawksatrrs people.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Gaam nida osaeyo! =P Korean. Oh yeah. And Bm. mehh.

57. Favourite website(s)?
Blogs, piano sheet blogs.

58. What's your middle name?
Chaunette. HAHAHAAHA i don't have any. I made that up. Np idea where that came from.

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Will be brainstorming about the more assignments from Peter. I KNOW that's gonna happen.

60. What do you think you are like?Different from the others ; Unique. Extraordinary ;)

61. Who will you choose to die with?
My boyf.

62. Where have you been today?
Bedroom. toilet.

63. What game do you play often?
Taboo.

64. Who are you missing right now?
Shahnaz. Kevin.

65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?Friends. But there are certain occassions when I have to choose. Priorities. But, my friends will definitely be on my top list :)

66. What are you doing right now?
laughing at Victor.

67. Which primary school are you from?
Jalan Bukit & Taman Jasmin 1.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Baby pink, black, baby blue.

69. What emotion you like to show?
I don't have the need to show i guess.. I just do it. =S (hahahaha Nike)

70. What is your life to you?
Before Idea Rawkstarrs, I was like, life is something for you to pass by. Live well and you get to Heaven. Eat, live, die. But now I see. A purpose. My life is my one chance to show somethin, to do something. One chance is all I've got, and it's not about making money. It's about the quality.

71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
Pray first, then breathe. God'll give a clearer view. He ALWAYS makes things work out.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Victor.

73. Who do you admire most?
Besides my dad? YASMIN AHMADDD.

74. Which month are you born in?
September.

75. How are you feeling right now?
Worried. headachey.

76. What is the time now?
12.20 PM

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
She's the one that understands my jokes(most of them). Dirty or lame, she still laughs like an idiot with me. but she's got moody streaks. That's a bummer.

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
Purple. I wish.

79. Why are you doing this test?
I like tags?

80. What do you do when you're moody?
I try not to let people notice, so i shut up. But i think it's my facial expression that blows the cover.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
25. When you're young and still hyperr. =P hyper old is a lil gross.

82.Who is more important to you?
Family.

83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?
Everything will be handwritten to all my family, closest buddies, and to my man, about how the moments shared with them are

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Jesus. I don't trust myself as much either!

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Biblically and scientifically.

86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
To be of service to the Lord in a way that I am happy doing it.

87. What is your goal for this year?
Get into college with an attitude that screams "I'm ready, I'm ready" like spongebob.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes, yes i do.

89. What feeling do you love most?
satisfaction. and accomplishment.

90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
What sane person would say no?

91. What feeling do you hate the most?
Complication and tangle that not only tie you down but also impossible to solve.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes.

93. Do you believe in God?
The anticipated question, YES, YES, YES I DO.

94. Who cares for you most?
Give all your worries and cares unto the Lord for he cares for You. =) in Philippians. =)

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
How I'm living it.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
BATA SLIPPERS! I've been waiting for this moment. HAHAHAAHAH (inside joke)

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Nex question.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
GASPP. ABSURDD! *british accent*

100. How do you feel now?Lazy.

---

Anyway, i was chatting with victor.

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
module 2 is gonna end next few weeks right

debbs says:
yeah

debbs says:
=(

debbs says:
i like peter now

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
u heard what johnathon said?

debbs says:
what?

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
he heard from janet

debbs says:
thattttttttttttt?

debbs says:
COME ONNNN STOP THE SUSPENSE

debbs says:
COME ON VICTORRRR

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
drumroll

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
lights fade

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
curtain rises

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
lights on

debbs says:
YOU ERASED WHAT YOU WERE GONNA SAY!

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
drumrooooool

debbs says:
CHEESEBURGERS!

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
ahaha yes

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
XD

debbs says:
SAY IT

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
suspense debb

debbs says:
you need breacol HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
ahaha

debbs says:
COME ONNNN

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
good things come to those that wait

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
drumroll

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
leprechauns dancing

debbs says:
SO IS THIS A GOOD THING?

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
erm

debbs says:
opps caps

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
k

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
i better tell

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
lol

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
else you might claw me to death

debbs says:
hahah you bet i will

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
in peter's class, if you dont have a headache you're not trying hard enough

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
in janet's class you haven't died, you're not trying hard enough

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
badumpish

debbs says:
AHH AHH AHHHHHHHHHH OH NOOOOO

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
that was anti climatic eh

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
~___~

debbs says:
OH CHEESEBURGERS

debbs says:
OH DARN IT

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
o_o

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
debbie

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
calm

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
dowwn

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
here's a roll of seaweed

The Don Victor-- Earth Hour?Is it like Happy Hour? Do we get free beers? ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
relax

debbs says:
*munches seaweed*

debbs says:
AHAHAHAHAHAHA

my dog's butt is breathing.

2009-03-19T13:38:00.007+08:00

the night before.

I played.

Taboo.

the day itself.
i gave.

He gave.

the next day.

I saw.

Conclusion: Nissa wasn't studying.

My disgusting lunch now.

okay, enough with the two word exercise. Hehehe. Inside joke. So today my mom bought fishes. And then....

debbs says:
nono
omg
my dog ate my fish
ew
omg
ew
ew
ew

???? says:
huh

debbs says:
oh gosh

???? says:
live fish?

debbs says:
and i witnessed it
yeah

???? says:
what kind of fish??

debbs says:
omg thats just sick
dunno
just bought wan

???? says:
alamak

debbs says:
its disgusting
oh shit........

???? says:
hahaha

debbs says:
my dog is a murderer
oh man she regurgitated something

???? says:
grossssssssssssss
do smth!
go get it out of his mouth

debbs says:
she ate it up

???? says:
grosssssssss
bring her to the toilet
and make her vomit it out

debbs says:
ew now shes shitting

???? says:
omg

debbs says:
got fish head in there

???? says:
your dog is

debbs says:
ew'

???? says:
huh
so fast?!

debbs says:
dunno
my sister say wan
i don dare see
ewwww

???? says:
omg
dont say already
im eatng lunch here

debbs says:
shes eating my pendrive!

This dog is sick.

K770i here i come!

2009-03-12T17:32:00.003+08:00

It wasn't by my might, strength or intelligence, but by the Spirit of God. I totally depended on God, because I didn't even have faith in myself. This morning, I thought to myself, if i cannot do this, God can. I will walk into the school with God. But still I was afraid. (I'm still human wat!) But i kept on praying. Sick to my gut, I dragged my feet over to Convent's Pavillion along with Mimi, Joanne and Yee Thong.

And I got

8As, 2Bs and 1C.

Black and white, there ya go!

Oh yeah, one more A1 for GCE

Totally off my expectations!

I guess praying isn't such a drag after all. =)

To know that God is really watching over me and He does care. I mean I know that He cares, but its not everyday that you get this kinda opportunity that shows how much God loves You. It was prayer.

Absopositively true.

i want raw salmon

2009-03-08T18:51:00.003+08:00

EEWWW, Delena's got shit in her fingernails!

EEWWWW!

ass tales

2009-03-06T15:55:00.002+08:00

My aunt sent me an email. =) Enjoy!

The Pastor's Ass

The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the Race again, and it won again.

The local paper read:

PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT.

The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race.

The next day, the local paper headline read:

BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS.

This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent.

The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day:

NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN.

The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10.

The next day the paper read:

NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10.

This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild.

The next day the headlines read:

NUN ANNOUNCES HER ASS IS WILD AND FREE.

The bishop was buried the very next day.

The moral of the story is ..... being concerned about public opinion can bring you much grief and misery and even shorten your life.. So be yourself and enjoy life. Stop worrying about everyone else's ass and you'll be a lot happier and live longer! Have a nice day!

February seems to love goodbyes

2009-02-26T17:12:00.004+08:00

She is the most impatient, indolent, and selfish bitch I have ever known. She hurts me so much that I have difficulty counting how many scars she has left on me. She lives with me and acts as if she owns the whole house. She whines and complains like the world wants to listen to her. To her, I am her slave.

This insolent brat is my dog.

But apart from that, she is all I have always wanted as a child. TLC is all she ever gives to me. It’s all I ever want from her. Well, besides wanting her to clean up her own mess. I knew she always hated me. She hates me for beating her with a newspaper whenever she bites the TV cord, the phone cord, my homework, etc etc etc.
No.
She doesn’t hate me. A mongrel will always be a mongrel. Faithful to its owner whoever he or she is. Whether he/she gives one meal in two days, or takes out their anger on it, a mongrel refuse to part with its owner. So stupidly loyal. I don’t hate her. I love her and I can’t bear to part with her.
I thought if I kept telling myself and Sugar how much I hated her, I could, and will hate her. But how wrong I was.
--
I used to feed this really famished dog before I got Sugar. His name is Dodi. He belongs to one of my neighbours. His owner barely gave food and only come home from work in the late evenings. The owner leaves Dodi outside, hopefully he will run and never return. But I cannot make Dodi become my dog. He will never step into my house, because he knows, he already has an owner. Be it a bad, abusive and irresponsible owner, Dodi is still faithful, for he is a mongrel.
--
No, I don’t want to part with Sugar. No, I don’t want her to go to the SPCA. No, I don’t hate her.

But yes, I will send her away. This household cannot take care of Sugar. This family is not fit to take care of her. I can’t take this anymore. It isn’t about the inconvenience Sugar is causing. It’s the pain that my family is causing for her. I cannot say it out. But if I could report for animal abuse, I would. She needs an able family. An able owner. A better owner.

With that, I will not hold myself back to stand up, and say, “Take my vote as well. Send her away."

When I make that decision,

I will not look into her eyes.

2009-02-22T22:05:00.002+08:00

i finally knew.

My show and tell. =P for 95%

Hehe.

If I Were A Boy
Beyonce Knowles

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

now i know.

2009-02-09T15:04:00.001+08:00

okay, Honey's gone.

='(

I will NEVER keep a dog ever again.

EVER.

2009-02-07T21:44:00.004+08:00

perpisahan

So mom suddenly comes up with the greatest idea. Honey will go to the SPCA. What a very brilliant idea. Oh, why you ask?

Because the Old Folks Home doesn't need a guard dog.

Sure she's tiresome and all, but she's my dog. The silly dog that will melt my heart even when I'm in my worst mood swing, just by rolling on her back for a belly rub. The silly dog that will hug my leg and not let go when I'm just going in for a shower. The silly dog that whines like she's 2 months old when i finally break free from her grip to take my shower.

Why can't i say that, she's just a dog?

Why can't i just ignore her?

Why can't i stop petting her?

why can't i say i wish i haven't met her?

Why can't i keep her...? =(

Up for adoption anyone? =(

Just when i tell that Honey will be sent to SPCA, people tell me about the rumours about it. Like i really need that.

This is the part I need you the most and your stupid commander probably can't give back your phone?

2009-01-28T18:18:00.006+08:00

the daily routine

Okay, so this is the daily routine.

3am

Sugar starts whining, and one of us(me, Nissa, Delena) gets up just to find that sugar is surrounded by pee and poop, and we scream in each others faces because of the stench. How much can a pup poop in less than one night?! We clean it up anyway.

6am

Sugar starts again, and we find more poop. More scream, and more cleaning up.

7am

Breakfast for Sugar and Honey

8am-9pm

sugar poop, we scream and clean, we wash our hands. This happens approximately 7-10 times a day.

9pm-3am

We die on our bed and hope that we don't wake up at 3am to find more poop.

So thats my routine, that i share along with Nissa and Delena, my tormented buddies. This is EVERYDAY i'm talking about.

EVERYDAYY.

You'll die just imagining it alone.

But however so, Sugar is still, you know.

Yeah :D

Ayway, yesterday the whole family went to The Revolving Lounge, Federal Hotel Hi-Tea. AWESOME FOOD :D My fave? The Salmon Sashimi.

I ate:

2 plates of salmon sashimi

8 butter cookies

2 plates of gratin potato

1 plate of pasta

1 slice of lamb

1 helping of sausage salad

1 helping of pasta salad

2 mouthfuls of fried ice-cream

2 crepes

1 sushi roll

1 plate of octopi

1 helping of alfafa sprouts

1 slice of baguette

1 scoop of scrambled eggs

1 scoop of tuna

5 strips of crunchy delicious unknown stuff

3 unknowns

1 spoon of yee sang

2 dragon cookies

1 slice of choc mousse cake

2 mouthfuls of roti jala

I drank:

2 glasses of water

2 glasses of pure carrot juice

2 bowls of assorted fruit punch

I am fat.

---

Tagged by Nissa

Have you ever gone to court?

Nah

Do you wear glasses or contact lenses?

Glasses. Wish for contact lenses.

What is the first thing you usually do in the morning?

try to ignore Sugar's whining and realized I've fallen asleep texting you the night before

What do you wish you could change about life?

I wish there was 48 hours in a day.

Do you miss someone now?

mmph. yea.

When was the last 2 times someone did something messed up to you?

Today, at 1:04pm and 3:29pm

Do you currently have a hickey?

No. Never had.

Anyone you're looking forward to seeing soon?

I don't know how to answer this.

Do you trust all of your friends?

If i call them friends, they can be trusted.

Did the one person that hurt you most in your life apologize?

No.

What's something you really want right now?

Make a wild ruess, I'm not answering this.

Do you miss the way things used to be?

Maybe.

Last window you climbed into or out of?

My classroom.

Are you mad at anyone right now?

Just the Tesco PA people. They're so annoying. Play the Mambo number 5 song like 9 times.

Will you talk to anyone on the phone tonight?

yeah. Perhaps. Or maybe not.

Do you fall for people easily?

Depends on what kinda people.

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?

No.

Can you honestly say looks don't matter?

No.

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?

Yes, the wrongest text to the wrongest person.

If you were to get a facial piercing, what would it be?

I can't even get my ears pierced.

Would you ever get a tattoo?

If my parents allow.

Has anybody ever given you the butterflies?

Of course.

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?

No, i like it when the smoke gets into my eyes and i tear, and when the stink gets into my nose and i sneeze non-stop. I HATE IT.

How late did you stay up last night and why?

I died at 1am.

Has anybody on your top friends ever admitted to liking you?

gottt.

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?

Probably in November.

Who's the last person you talked to in person?

Delena

What made your day?

Nuth-in.

Does anyone disgust you?

yeah.

When was the last time you cried?

today, 2pm. maybe not cry la, just holding it back. okay, I failed holding it back.

Forgive or forget?

i would say, forgive, but i always forget.

What's something you can't wait for?

For the 96% course to friggin start already.

What woke you up this morning?

Honey barking at bloody-knows-what.

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
The rollercoasters in Genting better not malfunction.

What was your first thought this morning?

SHUT UP, HONAYYY

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

I hope its somehwere out of this wretched country.

Would you rather talk on the phone or chat online?

Phone chat.

Do you listen to music everyday?

Yes.

Is anything bothering you at the moment?

Yes.

When were you the saddest in your life?

I don't know.

What makes you sad?

When you say that its not long from now.

Do you tend to listen to your friends when they tell you that a boy/girl is bad for you?

No. In fact, just when they want to tell me, i tell them to shut up. Of course those who tell me are not my friends. They're just people i know.

What emotion are you feeling right now?

Like tomorrow's doomsday.

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?

No. Sometimes they're just so insensitive.

Is your MySpace profile private?

I don't have one.

How many piercings do you have?

One. Hatiku.

Are you a morning person or a night person?

Night.

When was the last time you were sick?

Somewhere in this week.

Money or love?

Right now? Love.

Does the last person who put their arms around you mean anything to you?

My dad. Yeah.

What were you doing at 11:00 last night?

Texting.

Are you a jealous person?

I can be.

How long does it take for you to shower?

Varies. 5-30 mins.

Do you like the smell of gasoline?

No.

Have you kissed anyone whose name begins with the letter B?

No.

Do your parents really know you?

I think they know me more than i do.

What are you listening to right now?

Disenchanted by My Chemical Romance.

Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?

No.

Two names you go by?

Debbie and Debbie

Three things you are wearing right now?

I have no idea.

What's your current problem?

An ulcer is growing because i bit my gum in my sleep.

Are you a shy person?

I can be.

Where did you just get back from?

Tesco.

Who's currently the closest person to you?

Keith.

What is wrong with you right now?

I'm still not in college.

Do you wear heels?

Rarely.

Is there someone that knows everything or mostly everything about you?

Yep. The Almighty.

What are you doing right now?

Doing this and listening to music.

Are you still best friends with the same people you were best friends with a year ago?

Yeah.

What are you stressing about right now?

The distance problem. Not the distance. Just the problem.

If you were kicked out of your current residence, who would you call?

Call upon God. Hah. Its free.

When's the next time you'll see your closest friend?

Probably 2 years later. Or he might never return.

Have you ever seen a movie in 3D?

Yeh.

Are you responsible?

Only with my iPod and drawings. Perhaps my phone, if i like it. I hate my phone now.

Most memorable thing that's happened to you last summer?

When was summer?

Do you like reading?

yeah.

Who did you spend the end of your summer with?

When was summer??

Feel like talking to someone that you haven't in a while?

I don't feel like talking now.

Are you going anywhere for the next summer?

when was summer?!

What are you looking forward to in the next 5 days?

Don't know.

How many 20 dollar bills do you have on your right now?

20 dollar bills?! On my right is my stupid phone.

What's some bad news you received lately?

Shut up.

Who was the last person you shot a dirty look at?

The lady who tried to cut my line in tesco. Long-nosed idiot.

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

SHUT UP ALREADY.

2009-01-27T10:44:00.004+08:00

I really can't split myself in two just to--
Wait, Sugar is peeing.
"NO, SUGAR, NOOO"
Okay, I'm back now.
As, I was saying, I can't split myself in two to spend time with Honey and Sugar. ):
how Sugar happened, is when my grandpa popped up with a puppy.
Hold it, Sugar is barking for--
"ZOMG, sugar! your bed!"
"this is the 6th time i washed my hands today. And it's only 11am!"
back. Sugar messed up her bed of newspapers and is barking so that i can fix it for her.
Wait, Sugar is running amok.
?
"SUGAR, NOT AGAINNN"
"Hold that pee!"
My hair going to drop already.
Okay, so where was I?
... when my grandpa popped up with a puppy. He knows very well that Mom absolutely hates animals. Especially cats and dogs. Without hesitation, he took Sugar, and forgot about consideration. Gee, that rhymes.
Shoots. Sugar peed again.
SOBSOBSOB

NEXT, my daily routine during the holidays.
Be sure to catch that!

2009-01-24T17:01:00.004+08:00

Sugar

Okay, so we changed pocky's name to Honey. And then Koong Koong came along and donated Sugar.

Ain't she cute?

2009-01-21T21:45:00.003+08:00

of raw salmon and bowling balls

Went out with Keith and Kendrick today at Times Square. he's leaving on the 4th of Feb this year for Murdoch, Perth. )= So we Keith and I waited for Kendrick at Sg. Wang. Since Kendrick texted us earlier to wait there.

When Kendrick arrived, he told us that he was at the 5th floor. So, up we went. And then we went all over the mall looking for Ken. Turns out, he was at Time Square.

Tuh nerve! hahahaha.

Then we went for Sushi King, where I had my long awaited, salmon sashimi! yum. Then we went bowling. I bowled like a futsal player who can't use a shit with arms. I had 3 blanks. xD Kendrick tha bowler got the highest. Keith was just hanging in between. x)

After that, we went home. Ah, got lotsa laughter in between, but i'm lazy to elaborate =) im tireddd.

sarami ehyo!

Sorry. randomness. I learnt a few korean words today. x)

Anyway, Pocky has this adorable habit of hugging my legs whenever i come back home. Even if I just go out for breakfast. It'll hug my leg, and then roll on its back for a belly rub. =]

cuteness!

2009-01-20T11:16:00.006+08:00

pocky

Yesterday, my parents and I went puppy hunting, while Nissa was at tuition and Delena was at school.

Cute right? Delena, Nissa and I agreed on the name Pocky. But dad insisted on pinky. -_-

Idc, pocky it is!

pocky likey belly rubs. :D

2009-01-17T20:10:00.003+08:00

Your Word is "Think"

You see life as an amazing mix of possibilities, ideas, and fascinations.

And sometimes you feel like you don't have enough time to take it all in.

You love learning. Whether you're in school or not, you're probably immersed in several subjects right now.

When you're not learning, you're busy reflecting. You think a lot about the people you know and the things you've experienced.

What's Your Word?

Your Cute Monster Says Your Inner Demon is Greed

You are a very natural, real person. You're comfortable with who you are - and your spirit truly shines through.

You are free of inhibitions and hang ups. Because of this freedom, you tend to be very creative.

You can't help but lust after wealth and shiny objects.

People think you're cute because you are so lively. Your natural glow makes you charming.

The Cute Monster Test

Your Hair Should Be Brown

You are an intelligent, well respected person.

You are very confident. You take yourself seriously, and other people take you seriously too.

You are a good leader, and you can be trusted with someone's life.

You motivate people well, and you command respect easily.

You are competent, successful, and organized. You can't stand chaos.

Some people mistake you for being cold, calculating, or elitist.

What Color Hair Should You Have?

i'm trying to decide if i should dye my hair.

someone entertain me!

2009-01-16T21:38:00.002+08:00

Your Colors Say You Are Quirky

When you are at peace, you are:
Giving and unselfish

When you are moved to act, you are:
Unorthodox and idealistic

When you are inspired, you are:
Spontaneous and adventurous

When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:
Totally in the moment

Your life's purpose is:
To reach enlightenment

The Ultimate Color Test

Your Socks Say You're Playful

You Are:

- Always hyper
- Very amusing
- Known as friendly
- Quite silly

The Socks Personality Test

i'm bored. =/

2009-01-15T10:51:00.002+08:00

like my new fish? =)

I cast all my anxiety upon Him, because He cares.
1 Peter 5:7

I am so in need of Him right now. =(

2009-01-11T17:21:00.004+08:00

blubbalicious you!

How often do you smile just because of a phone call in the wee hours of the morning? And just when you hated to be disturbed in your sleep :)

one week, two weeks, 10 more tha go!

buhuhuu.

anywayyy, I'm just plain bored right now. Other than doing my homework from 95%, I have NOTHING to do. I am having a fever and flu, and tomorrow I have a meeting. Hahaha!

So, I went to one of my stabbed victims(Glynn) to see if she did do her homework. Hah! she did, and i saw a million other stuff she did, that i WANNA do. Like surveys.

1. Name the people you tagged.
keith, nissa, weili, froggehh

2. Describe yourself in one word.

hyperactive

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?

The one i love. But both also can't laa. Mana buleeh.

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?

Yeahh.

5. How if people reject your confession face to face?

In the face! omg! HAHHA! give him the puppy dawggie eyes.

6. God is giving you just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?

You don't even need to text me now. It's no longer LDR, i'm always beside you.

7. What will you say to a person who doesn't want to believe you?
your loss.

8. Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?

Yeah. failed miserably.

9. Do you have something special with you all the time?

Not all the time la, sadly.

10. Long distance love?

Well, i'll be. Yeah, i guess.

11. Best place to cry?
My pillow.

12. Who do you love the most?

JC tha man! Jesus la. Hahahaa.

13. Tell us of your dream last night?

didn't get to. Someone woke me up. :D

14. Ever hated someone so bad?

Heck yeah.

15. The biggest and most hurtful lie you heard?

It's...*runs to pillow to sob*

16. The last person you had a beer with?

allergy to large amts of alcohol.

17. The last person you went to the movies with?

Keith

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?

Kevin

19. The last person you hugged?

Kevin(whoaa thats a real long time!)

20. The last person you yelled at?

Victor, for calling me a dweeb.

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?

Nope. Not even the iPod.

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?

Suddenly mom wants me to be a nutritionist.

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?

still thinking about it.

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?

Universal Studio, Florida.

25. What you hate the most?

misunderstandings. I know its for the better of understandings, but... =(

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?

parents.

27. Five facts about me:

#1 Me likey sleep
#2 Crazy and retarded when with my sisters
#3 shy with new pewpol.

#4 nuts about potatoes and chocolates, and ROSES.
#5 loves games and camps.

28. Five things that scare me:
#1 cicak, six leggeds and 8 leggeds too, balloons.

#2 people talking to me in mandarin

#3 being in the dark

#4 an angry dad and mom

#5 scary stories. seriously.

29. Two songs playing in my head lately:
Lovefool by The Cardigans

Crush by Mandy Moore

30. Five things I treasure in my life :
Relation with God, family, friends, Blubby, piano

randoms by random people

forget the movie, we'll do the romance, so says the girl in the red hoodie.

thats really is so random, and is SO unlike me.

Nissa's physics teacher is so weird, she goes like, "i want to-- wanna-- wan NA teach you all about waves..."

Another time she's like, "waves IS like this..." *sways slinky spring*

"seee......?" *hooks one end of spring to doorknob*

"shape of an 'M'..."

"seee.....?"

she is so weird.

2009-01-09T16:22:00.003+08:00

blubb is love

I can't believe i forgot to blog about this. In mid December, dad passed me a brown parcel addressed to me. He sat next to me as i took the parcel from him. Oh no, i thought. It might be something. That something. But relief gushed over me as i saw that the parcel was an envelope with the label SMK CONVENT KAJANG.

I slowly opened it, much to my dad's annoyance. Getting impatient, that monster of a dad ripped open everything. And a letter fell out, together with another parcel. Glad he didn't shred the letter. (I'd never be able to face the sender).

While dad tore open the other parcel, i picked up the letter and immediately i recognized the distinctive hand writing. It was that of Eunice's. i looked at my dad and saw a beautiful black little bag in his hands(alongside the torn wrappers*sigh*). And then it hit me.

Eunice sent me something before she left for Australia. Thoughtful of her, that friend. She hasn't blogged for ages. Where is she living?! In the mountains?! Gwarsh i miss her :(

The letter almost brought me to tears and also made me laugh.

Eunice

We never really talked much back when we were still schooling(I am olddd!) But when we do, i enjoyed it. There's also many things i talked to her about, those that i can't tell others. She seems close to perfect(of course she denies this) but maybe thats because I don't really know her alot. I mean, I've known her for about 2 years. Anyway, she's just breathtaking in pianos and guitars, and drums too! (what else can this girl play?) She's into sports, well basketballing, and still, she's not a complete failure in her studies! And before i forget, she's a rawking singer. She started harmonizing when she was like 8 years old i think.

Well, you meet one close to perfect every once in a while. They don't come round often though.

Yes, perhaps we can play paintball, Eunice. When we meet again. (:

Anyway, Nissa tagged me.

Bold the statements that are true;

Italicize the statements you wish were true;

Leave the fibs alone.

Then, stab 5 people to do the tag

I’m 170cm + tall.

I don’t know what I want at the moment.

I’m not happy.

I hate my friends.

I hate my life.

I hate my grades.

He drives.

I’m bored of driving.

I go clubbing every week.

Shopping is bullshit.

I have a tattoo of a star.

I got my navel pierced.

I have friends that take drugs.

90% of my friends smoke.

I have a business running.

I hate cartoons.

I hate someone.

I have 10 handbags.

I buy PLAYBOY/PLAYGIRL every month.

My school mates know about my blog.

I wanted to be a fashion designer. Wanted, past-tense.

I love emo rock bands.

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

I’m a rebel.

I started wearing dresses.

High school's filled with drama.

My parents have faith in me. Maybe a little too much faith.

I’ve bought shoes this month.

I hate sports.

I heart Italian food.

I hate meeting new people.

I hate nail polish.

The mother bear gives me hugs.

People should start appreciating me.

High school was the worst time of my life.

I have cool hair.

One Utama is my second home.

I’m a guy.

I’m scared of my Biology exam.

I hate vacations.

We’ll last.

I believe in long distance relationships.

I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

I’ve robbed an old lady.

I was stupid.

At times I think I still am a stupid.

I hate surprise parties.

I hate planning parties.

I’m a sinner.

I have a Wii.

I can't live without music.

Video games are a waste of time.

I miss the father bear.

I love being in love.

I know how to cook.

I have 100% freedom.

I hate Math.

I love horror films.

I’m happy with what I have.

I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.

My old friends keep in touch with me.

I don’t read newspapers.

The news is such a waste of time.

Blogging is a waste of time.

I hate animals.

I can’t live without make-up.

I curse like a pirate.

I’m happy with my 11 year old car.

I hate people that are smart.

I love Apple Juice.

I can’t drink for nuts.

I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.

I’ve got a new phone.

I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.

I love clubbing.

I haven’t worked out since March.

I love my friends and family.

I'm hot. What can I say? I'm sexy

stabstabstabb
Weili
Siok Jin (do it before you go for ns!)
Kiffysmiffattay
Eunice (will you EVER come online?!)
Glynn (do you even visit my blog? :S)
Stabbostabstabstabbb

2009-01-04T22:08:00.009+08:00

make way for the 2009!

what has been going on last year? i screwed up a deal of the year, but made some worthwhile ones too :]

January

#1 Bought my sofa bed!

#2 Took up Bible Knowledge classes

#3 Blogged about the shop with the name WEILI (thats really random)

February

#1 CNY la what else.

#2 Valentines lorr.

March

#1 Mom's admirer started his stalks. HAHAHA

#2 Went to Singapore for dad's business trip

April

#1 Celebrated Mimi's birthday at Yee Thong's house.

#2 Took part in Banner competition with Wen Yin, Nancy, and the others.

#3 Screwed my BM Oral Test

May

#1 Went to Hillsongs concert!!

June

#1 Found and saved three civet cats!

#2 Bougght my Sony E K770i (sob. its gone now)
#3 Tried to sell off LG KU380 phone(which is my phone now)
#4 Reunion with the band (the band's gone now) and also for Alvin and Izaak's birthday

July

#1 Lost my Sony E phone

#2 Convent's form 5 students got streamed again.

August

#1 friend slits wrists because of an argument with gf. yes, a guy who slit his wrist

#2 Praise Sanctuary Church Camp

#3 worst neighbour ever tries to destroy my life even more

September

#1 A birthday to remember, tho it was mainly on text messages. :)

October

#1 Created starry!

November

#1 Richer Life Outreach OFFICIALLY OPENED!
#2 Went to Johore
#3 Met Kevin in Summit, Batu Pahat

December

#1 Went to Malacca
#2 Got soaked with Nissa, Siokjin, and Victor at Pavilion
#3 Went out with Nissa, Kevin and Victor to Sunway Pyramid
#4 Made another masterpiece meant for deviantart.
#5 Something else happened
#6 Dad's ordination as pastor
7# SMKTJ2 Prom
#8 Received a ~~holy grail~~ bouquet of roses. (curse broken hahahahaha)
#9 Took part in National Maths Marathon at HELP
#10 Farewell dinner for Eunice at KFC
#11 Went to Golden Sands, PD for family retreat

2009-01-03T23:47:00.001+08:00

95% HERE I COMEE!!

excited apa.

2008-12-29T22:09:00.016+08:00

family retreat '08

Venue: Golden Sands, Port Dickson

Date: 21-22 December '08

I couldn't make it for Footprints Youth Camp, but ah, a humble family retreat is what i got. It reminds me so much of those days when i used to go for camps, to my glee delight, much to my mom's dismay.

"BUNK BEDS?!" mom shrieked.

"AH TO BE YOUNG AGAINNN!!" i overpowered mom's devastation.

mood: HYPER CAMPER! :D

ah, the smell of camp.

This should be enough for Kevin to remember. :D

the comfy shack

i love this picture. Semi silhouette.

I proved to be less hyper as i would be, after it got a little boring. I hate baking under the sun, so i stayed indoors until 6pm. After that..

heaven opened.

And i stepped onto the sandy ground. I saw the surging waters, beckoning me to come.

I approached the waters. My sister followed, snapping evidences of this divine encounter.

I walked towards the deep, faith as strong as Peter when Jesus called him to walk on water. Water rose up to my ankles and to my knees. The raging waters became violent, shaking my faith, just as Peter experienced.

Still i stepped out in faith. And..
i wet my shorts. I just HAD to wear white shorts and black knickers to the water so everyone can see my royal backside.

oh well. only the ice cream man here. :D Shit! he's staring at me!
*ice cream man bumps into a tree*

~~HAHAHAHAHAA!~~ oopps! my butt must be super butt ugly for him to hit a tree. GEDDIT? BUTT UGLY! HAHAHAHA!
So, i'll just walk away, pretending that everything's just fine.
YES, JUST PERFECTLY ~~butt ugly~~ FINE.

Nissa, Joshua Ong(hopefully he didn't notice my horridious butt), me

Hey, Kev! :D

2008-12-29T09:00:00.004+08:00

farewell, eunice

taken at KFC(nearby metropoint) for eunice's farewell dinner(or something like that).

23 december '08

back (L-R): me, eunice, chong, phoebe

front(L-R): ferlynne, esther, kim, christina

back (L-R): ng, eunice, chong, phoebe
front(L-R): ferlynne, esther, kim, christina

MISS YOU, EUNICE!

2008-12-24T18:28:00.002+08:00

last minute memories

Last night had to be one one the craziest nights i had since i started on form 4. It was Eunice's farewell dinner or something like that. Ah, to be young again. I'm really too busy to elaborate. so,

Quotes from last night:

i need Ng
-
'Scuse me, why is there a bird on your hat?
-
in 10 years time..
-
i think we drove the customers out..
-
they're all staring
-
[inside joke]

P.S. Eunice, i'll never see you again! How DEVASTATING. Well, for three years actually. Sorry i can't make it this saturday! =(

2008-12-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

National Mathematics Marathon '08

Team S0046

Player 1: Debbie

Player 2: Yee Thong

Player 3: Joanne

Yet another day of adrenaline surging activity. I never thought I would have done it, but yes, i wore the school uniform I've long abandoned. I nerve wrecking competition awaits me, Joanne and Yee Thong at Help Institute. I felt the same feeling I had just before entering the Spm hall, as i plunged today into the Exam Hall of Help Institute.

I guess I really didn't stand a chance there. I mean, the questions were solve-able. Just that i need more time. But meh..Some guy finished his questions in like 15 minutes. 30 outrageous questions. And there's this guy, he finished the THREE SUDOKU questions in like, 10 minutes! BEAT THAT, MADAM SIM! xD nyahahahaha

The first winner cheated. :I

I SAW HIM!

WE SAW HIM!

apparently, the judge didn't. Neither did the rest of the 165 students. and the hordes of photographers. maybe they did.

Well, they won 3 full scholarships for A-levels program worth RM18000 and RM5000 in cash.

Oh yea, Tarina was there, with Uvaraj and Jia Jun.

2008-12-17T21:54:00.013+08:00

Prom 2008(Taman Jasmin 2)

Prom '08

Date: 15 December '08

Time: 7.30pm

Venue: Crystal Oriental

I didn't go to the Convent Prom as I had in mind. I thought it'd be good to be there to see how my sister performed for the night. Anyway, i dragged siokjin to the prom with me. :D

I took a good 3 hours to prepare myself for the prom. I'm already 17 and believe it or not, i don't know how to put on my make up. So mom helped me. Nyahahaha. I didn't bother about mascaras and those misc stuff. The great disappointment was that i can't wear earrings, so Nissa lent a really cool bracelet to me :D whoopdeedo!

the bracelet i borrowed from Nissa

I think dad went a little cuckoo because his girls are going to the prom. He got a little excited and wanted to get some photos

Me and Nissa

me and Nissa at the hotel washroom

A little later, after dinner and all, there were some band performance by.. uhh some band la. I don't know what their names are. After that, Nissa and Vic went up on stage to sing. I think Victor looked like Cobra Bubbles.

Victor and Nissa

And after that, after that after that, BUNK FACE CAME!! they sang Jason Mraz's I'm yours, Seconhandhand Serenade's Fall For You, and *faints* their own Silly Lily

Bunk Face

So they sang,

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting *crowd screams*
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying *crowd screams, some faint*
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night *crowd sings along*
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night *crowd sings along, some scream along*
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
*crowd applause, followed by screams of "we want more!!"*

This day will be a historical day for me, as i have received MY FIRST BOUQUET OF FLOWERS IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, thus defying the curse of never receiving a flower in my entire life until the day i lie in my coffin.
They're from Siok Jin. God bless his soul for defying this cursed curse.

This is Siok Jin, the frog. He is the one who defied my curse.

Whoopdeedo!

Aren't they beautiful?

I can't get enough of them.

Aren't they beautiful?

Here's what happened:

As I sat in the Siok Jin's car, he drove just past the guardhouse, and a guard came to stop him.

Siok Jin: Kena check ah?
Guard: Huh? tak payah tak payah.
Siok Jin: Nak check booth ke?
Guard: Tak payah la.
Siok Jin:*!@#$%^&*

And so i was thinking, why in the world would the guard want to check in the booth? Bomb perhaps?

Siok Jin: Deb, can you go and get something from the booth. It's between some boxes.
Debbie: what?! what's wrong? *grumbles and pushes door open*

So i went to open the booth and..

ZOMGGG A BOUQUET OF ROSES

He has a girlfriend?

HECK NO, THIS MUST BE FOR ME

*holds roses like i've found the holy grail*

*foams at mouth*

Okay, i didn't foam at the mouth.
But that not the point!

the point is

I HAVE GOT A BOUQUET OF ROSES AS *fill in* THE HOLY GRAIL.

*screams ZOMG ZOMG trying not not foam at the mouth*

What happened was, Siok Jin had already planned with a Bangla guard to get the ~~holy grail~~ roses for me, pretending to check the booth. But, all in all, the plan backfired. Now Siok jin never wants to step into Villa Heights because he hates the guard.

*spots roses*
*foams at mouth*

i planned to get a picture of the group together, after the prom. But like Siok Jin's plan, it failed. Well Victor lost his temper.

I. Don't. know. Why. He. Lost. His. Temper. But. I. Am. Furious. With. Him. Absolutely.

Nissa had no mood after that, and so i didn't ask her to camwhore with my flowers. She got so upset dad thought she was jealous of my flowers. Well, I know the sober truth.

If i'd known that he'd be hopping mad that...

We'll, at least he said he was sorry.

And i got the flowers :D

*does the jig*

*catches sight of flowers and starts foaming at the mouth*

I'm fborry, ifve gbot foo fou, fye fboufh isf foafing

translation: I'm sorry, i've got to go. My mouth is foaming.

2008-12-14T18:22:00.005+08:00

A New Beginning

Whenever I go out shopping or even to the cinemas, there's always that pair of people i find very irritating. They are absolutely oblivious about the fact that people are staring at them doing their 'stuff'.

"Just me and you, nothing else matters"

CORNYY!
This is all that matters to them. How annoying, how irritating. They lose their mind just because of each other. Everybody else around are dummies, mannequins, nothing to be noticed. They are in a world of thir own.

You yell, "get a room!"

And yet they carry on, where ever they are, whatever the time is.
I secretly despised these beings, a tribe to be avoided.
But, now, now i see.

And now, I declare, that I am one of them.
--
Too quickly it happened. But I like it quick. In no time, we were in a realm of memories, revealing whatever was in our minds at that time, that hour, that place.
And BAM!
--
Yesterday, there was this thing at church, the "Increase Your Spiritual Fire" thing.

This little kid caught my attention.

For my dad's ordination as pastor, Aunty Flora and Aunty Man Ling gave a bouquet of flowers. Other gifts were given to my dad to congratulate him. They're not mine, but what the heck!

*wipes tears* my life is complete

*gasps* for me?! Oh my :]

I like flowers. I really do! The time will come when i recieve my first bouquet of flowers.

Yes that time will come.

It will come when my funeral takes place.

I am pathetic

2008-12-13T12:21:00.002+08:00

The Tidal Wave of Depression

I have been spending the last 12 hours moping around the house, tossing in my bed, and after what seemed like an eternity, i fell asleep. It's not me to mope and keep on sighing in my sister's face.

I have been suppressing it for a long long time. It's been two years now.

Two questions.

Once every year.

Two rejections.

One for each question.

But I fear it's too late.

Should I be safe after all this trouble.

Will it accelerate or will it just come to a complete stop?

Perhaps it will crash and burn.

The song goes

This time,

This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long,

Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know,you know, you know

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing if

I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know,you know, you know

So far away

Been far away for far too long

So far away

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

I wanted

I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

[Nickelback-Far Away]

This song means so much to me.

How blind i was, how foolish.

you know what? Cut the crap.

it IS too late.

2008-12-12T17:10:00.007+08:00

Do I Need It?

I really don't know how cell shading works, but oh well, i like colours on my drawings. This is slightly harder than Starry but fun to explore around with.

The original

Edit #1

Edit #2

Edit #3

Finished!

Check it out!

So, the prom is in just a few days. I've got negative responses from two guys about my dress. Thanks alot, guys. Both had the same reaction.

Guy: So, whats your prom dress like?
Debbie: Its uhh, brown and-
Guy: Brown?!

Now i feel two feet tall.

2008-12-11T13:09:00.002+08:00

It's that corny line again.

Yesterday, yet another outing. Despite my tired feet from Tuesday’s outing with Siok Jin and his friend, I still managed to be excited. This time, I met up with Kevin. Nissa tagged along with me to meet up with another ~~fiend~~ friend Victor. We all met up in Sunway Pyramid. While nissa and Vic ran off somewhere else, Kevin and I walked around aimlessly, looking for something eat. Kevin was real shy. Wonder why.
After what seemed like hours, I found that Nissa was eating at Wendy’s with Victor. HAH. It could be delicious. :D Turns out the other way I guess. After lunch, Kevin and I went to look for his friends at Padini. There, I saw the most gorgeous skirt in my entire life of 17 years. It’s RM89, and that will leave me penniless. Not penisless. What am I saying.

Anyway, Kevin bought his jeans and just at that moment Nissa turned up in that store with that malicious Victor. He was acting up again. He and his disgusting attempts to try to make me puke. But anyway, Kevin and I took off, after he paid for his purchase. I bought some stuff on the way to elsewhere. That’s when mom called.

Mom: We’ll pick you up at about 6 like that, okay?
Debbie: uhh… okay
Mom: Where’s nissa?
Debbie: Nissa? Uhh nissa?! Uhm. She’s shopping alone.
Kevin: *raises right eyebrow*
Mom: Alone?! Why?!
Debbie: Mommm, uh, nghh, I don-
Mom: oh okay okay.
Debbie: okay?okay?! OKAY THEN. BYE.

Later, very much later, we took a seat, and Nissa called.

Denissa: Eh where are you?
Debbie: Outside Elle.
Denissa: Uh, okay *pulls Victor and walks to Elle*
Denissa: I’m here already, where are you?
Debbie: Outside Elle. Look for me laa.
Denissa: Okay okay.

*Hangs up*

Denissa: Eh, I can’t find you laaa.
Debbie: I’m outside Elle!
Denissa: But - *interrupted by Victor*
Victor: *Tugs arm* Eh I think I see her bontot.
Denissa: Uh, okay, Victor says he sees your bontot.
Debbie: What the - Victor: Ask her not to move!
Denissa: Uh, he asks you not to move.
Debbie: Okay. -_-

*Hangs up*

Victor: EH! I still cannot find you lah!
Debbie: I’m outside Elle!
Victor: But there’s only one Elle and I can’t find you!
Denissa: Are you sure there’s only ONE ELLE?!
Debbie: Okay okay okay! I’m inside Elle now. Now find me.
Victor: Inside okay?
Debbie: Yeah. Walk through Elle and find me.
Victor: Okay.

*Hangs up*

[credits to nissa for the conversation]

Everytime I need to tell them that Kevin and I are outside the ELLE that’s nearby STARBUCKS. But Victor/Nissa ALWAYS hangs up first. And I thought he saw my butt. Turns out, Victor was hungry. Why am I not surprised. I wonder.
He didn’t know where to eat and I suggested Baskin Robins. I didn’t have enough ice cream the other day :D Victor decided for McDs. Kevin and I have never seen anyone eating so voraciously. A while later after observing Victor’s tartar sauced lips rhythmically chowing down the last giant of a bit that’s left of his Big Mac, Kevin realized it was time to leave. For Batu Pahat. We hugged goodbye, and that’s the last of him. I dragged my feet to where Vic and Nissa was and well, they were still disgusting.

2008-12-09T20:41:00.004+08:00

My muscles ache in happiness!

Today is probably the funnest day I had shopping. Nissa and I went out with Siok Jin and his friend to Sg. Wang (Siok Jin didn't know how to drive to Midvalley i think).

Nissa and I wanted to get mom a Christmas present and I wanted Siok Jin to wear something proper to the prom with me. (he wanted to wear a tutu) And his friend needed to look for some CD. Had lunch at Gasoline and I ate -what else?-CHEESE BAKED RICE! HAHAHA. So much for my prom dress. Not that its nice.

Later, Siok Jin and I went to look for his shirt. He found what he wanted, but didn't buy. And turns out, he doesn't even want to wear slacks!

I fine with it, i mean. But Nissa might not. Then again, what can they do? :D

After that, i dragged Siok Jin along to hunt for mom's present. But i really couldn't find Christian Dior in Sg. Wang. Not even in their Parkson!

So we went to Pavilion anddd, HAH! Found it. Turns out, it's RM68 more than what i have in my wallet. The damn 50ml perfume is RM218.

So I told the sales lady, that I've gotta get 50 bucks from my sister, which WAS THE TRUTH!

Honest!

So, of course, the sales lady agreed, and left me alone. And I never exited or passed by that store again. :x I don't think I ever will.

We had Baskin Robin's (all on Siok Jin's friend! Thanks!) and right after that, disaster strikes.We went to the entrance of the building, and it was raining.

Heavy rain.

We can't flag a taxi down and we had to run all the way to Times Square, with a few occasional stops under some shelter.

slosh slosh slosh

"under there!"

"okay next one, there."

slosh slosh slosh

"my shirt!"

slosh slosh slosh

"my shoes!"

slosh slosh slosh

"wait!!"

slosh slosh slosh

I was wearing a WHITE shirt, for crying out loud! By the time we got to Times Square, my shirt was just as good as transparent. My jeans were so heavy, it might as well drop down. We walked to Sg. Wang, and i had to face LOTS AND LOTS of stares. They were staring at what's underneath my transparent shirt. Nissa was drenched and so was Siok Jin and his friend. Siok Jin's shoes were soaked to the sole, and oh my, his socks! Where ever we went we could hear some squish squish. While Siok Jin poured ou an ocean from his shoes, i can only glare at those staring at me. So i threw Siok Jin's friend's boxer shorts bag infront as i couldn't stand my shy organs being stared at. And what I got was, people staring at the boxer bag pathetically trying to cover up what's not supposed to be shown. So i went to the first store I see with the "1 FOR RM10" sign.

It is the ugliest shirt i have ever seen(not to mention tightest!), but it did do a better job of covering up. The design was the worst! There was some words like, Singha(How would I know its beer?!). And an imbecilic looking dragon down the middle. Mom and dad will burn me. And throw extra virgin olive oil in my face, screaming DEVIL CHILDDD!!

I'm exaggerating.

We went to delifrance to warm ourselves with hot choc and after that Nissa and I bought mom's present. At Body Shop! This is nothing compared to mom's fave Christian Dior.

*hangs head*

All in all, it was really fun. It was nice to see Siok Jin's face and decide that he will not be wearing a tutu to the prom. Sorry Siok Jin for your wet socks!

I really do appreciate him not squeezing the remaining water from his sock 2 hours later :D

I'm hungry.

Waiting like a prowling tiger sounds like a good plan, Nissa.

We'll wait, and at the right moment, we'll strike. And say we're hungry from all the running and excitement. Not because we forgot about dinner.

Time to prowl!

2008-12-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

And when sanity parts with me..

I'm bored out of my shoes, though sometimes the pang of restlesness will creep into my mind, unknowingly, like a common lizard. And I brush it off, hoping it will never come back.

But it does.

Time after time.

I'm talking to Keith now, and I can't explain 'jig' to him. I won't explain it here, because no one will understand me. Only the cricket noises will be heard. Speaking of noises, I can hear nissa crying her eyes out. She's reading P.S. I Love You, the one and only, Cecilia Ahern's masterpiece.

What's ecchi, Keith?

I just came back from Johore and mom almost rammed into Lester's car on the way to dinner, which is a bad thing, because it means, Lester had seen me in my worst form.

I was :

unbathed

oily headed

oily faced

oily haired

Yes, i looked horrible. Smelt horrible too.

But thats not the point.

So, ecchi is peverted.

Keith tells me he's completely booked for this month. I believe him, until i say his disply picture of himself chowing down a burger.

Still I brush it off, and then he tells me of his plans.

Eating pork burgers.

Isn't ecchi like, itchy?

I think I've put on some weight. All I've been doing is sitting in the car, sitting, in the hotel(playing monopoly with my mom), sitting in the all-you-can-eat lounge(le horreurr!), and more sitting.

Keith, there is no such thing as chicken bacon. Bacons are from pigs! Thats why Bacon is a common name for pigs! You don't see poeple calling their chickens or fishes(for Gobstoppers' sake!) BACON.

The hotels are fine, just that it's situated in front of fast foods outlets.

McDonalds', KFC, Pizza Hut, the list goes on. Whyyy, the temptation!

Will i fit into the prom dress?

Maybe I would, after all, it IS lycra material. I think. But I will walk into the hall with the gracefulness of a piranha. Hahahahaha.

2008-11-30T18:09:00.003+08:00

Like an abysmal fool.

Yes, this is my secret place, and I feel like hiding my head in my pillow and not going anywhere, including the wedding that I am about to attend in a few minutes time. I am mad, and angry and every other feeling you can describe on a negative note.

I am clearly depressed.

Despite after reading Cecilia Ahern's Where Rainbows End(I bought it in the Summit, Batu Pahat), i still feel like an absolute donkey. How can I possibly not feel any better after reading it. I am terrible. I am an ass. I'm like, dull. black and white. grey and maroon. brown.

I feel like dropping all plans(I have just turned down Eunice's invite to go paintballing, in fact.), including the prom.

On a lighter note, my family and I went to Johor. Not for a holiday, but because my dad has seminars to conduct. We practically travelled all over Johor. Fisrt stop, Kluang(where Delena bought her greatly sought for game), followed by Batu Pahat(the next day itself!) where Kevin and I went shopping(I bought the book!).

And the next trip, I have no idea what its called.

It's fun to travel with my parents, even though i can't do ahything to help them with the tiresome driving and what not. But we do try to make my mom's day, seeing as she can't talk to dad most of the time, as dad's always having his seminars. and when he's not, he's sleeping in the car while my mom drives us to another part of the state.

It's a painful lesson to learn. And i tell you, I was indeed happy when mom said we'll be going to Melaka next week.

Talk about hiding.

Let me warn you, do not come to Melaka, any of you. I do not intend to see you, because I will not be glad. If i see any of your faces turn up at the door of my hotel room in Melaka, I will scream at you, break your nose, and then i will knock you out with a hairdryer.

But SMSs are fine.

2008-10-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

i can't understand the nerves of some dirvers on the road. what is wrong with them man?! Like that also wanna race.

come on! 60kmh isn't THAT slow.

In a housing area.

Honestly.

2008-10-16T19:39:00.002+08:00

I don't care what they say about me

How could you.

You are so evil i tell you.

How dare you.

2008-10-13T12:55:00.004+08:00

I'd swim acorss the sea to be with you for a while..

Nissa has left as my conscience, and now i end up preparing for my spm doing unnecessary shenanigans. I stayed home from school to give myself some time to study.

Nevertheless, my cravings got the better of me and i started on photoshop.

filling in the color.

Finished! :D

2008-10-02T17:41:00.006+08:00

remember me tonight when you're asleep

I had abandon my blog for a while since consuming my daily chocolate messages.
Yes, Eunice you'll get one, if i ever remember to dig one out from the fridge. :/

It's been a busy month, not to mention trials forcing me to tiptoe every moment. Not a minute to spare, not a day.

So there wasn't any exam on the 15th of September(for me at least). But still i HAD to study.

I wanna thank those who wished me.

1. Kevin Lee 12.00 am

2. Kendrick Tan (12.01 am)

3. Denissa Goh (12.02 am)

4. Dad (7.59 am)

5. Grandpa (10.16 am)

6. Leng Yee (10.32 am)

7. Keith Tang (11.15 am)

8. Grandma (12.08 pm)

9. Chew Yen Yue (1.11 pm)

10. Joanne Loo (1.18 pm)

11. Malyanah (5.48 pm)

12. Pamela Gan (8.26 pm)

13. Charles Choy (10.17 pm)

14. Phoebe Lim (10.39 pm)

15. Kevin Lee (11.59 pm) he said he hope he was the first AND the last

16. Siok Jin (12.02 am)

I sincerely thank those who are so thoughtful to send me a wish.

THANK YOUU !

And special thanks to Tien Hao who drove right up to my doorstep to deliver a present for me. :D It was raining on that day by the way.

The jacket from my sisters, the white face thingy from Tien Hao, and the pen from Delena.

Other presents include ang paus from parents, and grandparents. Also not forgetting the cake that Nissa and mom baked for me and my dad. As you know, my birthday falls on the same date as my dad's. (:

Back to the cake.
It was cute and unique. Well, i eat anything they make. -_- I liked the whipped cream! :p I ate till i got sick. I ate that cake for tea, dinner, and for breakfast. :D

I still have no idea why nissa is so disappointed with the cake.

what's wrong if there's more cream than cake?

2008-09-04T22:43:00.002+08:00

MY CHOCOLATE SAYS

"wink at someone driving past"
and so i will ;)

2008-08-21T17:24:00.003+08:00

OLD FARTS

I HAVE THE WORST NEIGHBOUR IN MY ENTIRE LIFE OF 10 YEARS LIVING HERE

Tell you what happened:
When my house was built, and i moved in with my family, (this was 10 years ago), everything was STILL beautiful, and a quiet neighbourhood.
Then a few years later, our neighbour living behind our house moved to Country Heights.
A new family moved in. There were trees in our backyard. This new neighbour did not want to service the payment for the security guards of our housing area.

Their reason: The leaves from the trees in MY backyard falls into their backyard. And they wanted us to chop down our trees. They even gather the leaves that fell onto their side, and threw it over to our side. -_-

FYI: the trees were there before they moved in. Honestly, seems like they LIKED that house before they bought it (WITH the trees). What if their backyard is a cemetery? Dig up the graves, i suppose. Very smart.

But then my dad, being a nice neighbour, gave in. So a solid brick wall was erected. And during the building of the wall, they complained that the debris from the work dirty their backyard, resulting the workers unable to plaster their side with cement. Ungrateful old fartS.

Anyway,
Our maid planted some fruit trees and vegetables in the backyard.
When the banana tree grew, the leaves were resting on the wall.

You guessed it.
They used a ladder to climb the wall TO PUSH the leaves back to our side of the house.

Not the end yet.

When my maid planted a papaya tree, my maid and that old fart would compete to get the fruit first. I wish my maid was skinnier back then. Sigh. She'd be MUCH faster.

Will it ever end?

Today my maid identified an old fart struggling up the wall and break some branches of our Custard Apple fruit tree.
Yes, the same neighbour.

We've never complained about them.

But now, I can't just brush it off.
So i will share with you all, about them old farts.

Their mutt is a pain in the *** and the leftover dog food stench could kill, and their yard always smell fishy. I think they sell fish. -_-
Heck no, they're SELfish!
GEDDIT?!
Not only their dog is noisy, they themselves are noisy too. Barking at each other, and sounds of shattering plates, and the clanging of pots and pans can be heard.

I should plant a durian tree...
you never know where the fruit lands. I hope...*daydreams*

2008-08-19T19:38:00.018+08:00

LAMB AND CHICKEN

PS Camp 17-19 Aug '08: Destined To Reign

me and my pathetic attempt to hide from the camera lens

HAH! dodged!

we had McD's on the way, and we ate in the car until we reached Genting View Resort. We took a walk around the building and i demanded that i WILL not leave my McD's to go down with Nissa and Delena for a walk. But Nissa again, took out her stupid phone to show off her camera.

another pathetic attempt to hide from the camera.

that must be some heck of a fart that person couldn't contain.

you can sit under my umbrella, ella, ellaa..

Jon & I

Nissa & I

Yin and Yang
*inside thing*

Overall, the camp was a blast. But ugh the chicken dance. -_-
you have got to be kidding me.
"OF COURSE I WON'T DANCE"

Taboo was awesome, the speaker is COOL! :D the food is... yum!
I came home with something, not empty handed :)

MASH POTATOES!
Finally 1901 Food for Friendship is here at tesco!

2008-08-12T17:38:00.012+08:00

RARE FIND
A guy who slits wrists because of an argument with his girlfriend?

Rare...
Anywayyy,

Nissa was in the mood for camwhoring, but I wasn't.

She influenced Delena, and I hid

So I thought, fine fine..

Andd,

oh what the heck.

The classic, see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil

And the bizzare+barbaric, la-la
Nissa ada bakat :p

That definitely kept my mind off a few stuff (:

----------
I noticed something today.
I heard.
I know many have moved on with the flow and lalala,
but respect others la sikit. I'm not saying that i haven't moved on.
I have.
But its just terrible to discriminate others of what they don't have and cannot do.
Maybe you're trying to teach. But thats the wrong way. Its insulting to others.
Very hurtful indeed.
In a way no one has ever said it to your face, thats because we're ALL too nice to confront you.
Can't you feel what others feel?
Can't you tell by the tears?
What did you cry for?
That's shallow, man.
hypocrisy. that's for sure.

2008-08-08T19:41:00.004+08:00

YOUR LITTLE MONKEY BUTT

Something good happened last week (: Awesommme! The best part was Foong Mei's expression. >:D She looked really surprised and my, her hair had grown! :O
Another thing I enjoyed was the 'Husband and Wife' game. The all time favorite. :D It was really nice being there.
I feel like crying.
Oh wait, that's just PMS.
-_-
Stupid mood swings. I just read Eunice's blog and about her dog.. HAHA! Butt sniffing! I wish i had a dog.
Sigh. Dogs.
They're so simple minded and yet they just know what you exactly need, whether you know it or not. They're you're best friend and they are definitely, loyal. They don't go bitching about you to some other bitches. But they know what you really really need, be it after a hard, long day, or when you wake up in the morning, or before you go to sleep.

Hugs, kisses, morning licks will never be too hard a task, whereby, some of us humans have difficulty saying "I love you" to anyone at all! Even to parents.
(yes, i can't say it face to face with someone. It's too... AWKWARDD)

For instance, Bibi (Eunice's dog) gave what Eunice exactly needed--a good laugh! Eunice may not realize it at that time, but hey, it worked! What Eunice needed was some excitement and a good laugh. Ain't it, Eunice? (:
Get what I mean?

I want a dog.
I WANT A DOGG!

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Name : Debbie Goh Pei Chen

Sisters : Denissa and Delena

Brothers : Heck, I wish! Wait, Jesus is my brother, right? Heck, yeahh!

Shoe size : I don't know :p I just put on what looks nice and fits. 6 inches i think.

Height : Don't ask. DON'T EVER EVER ask me

Where do you live :A house. Oh! Kajang. :D

Favourtie Drinks : Plain water. Not sky juice or soft water or hard water. Just water

Have you ever been on a plane : Awesomme!

Swam in the ocean : sea, ocean, what gives? yeah.

Fallen asleep in school : Of course!

Broken someone's heart : pssht yeah. Of course that person is still kinda awkward when meeting me. Come onnn! It's been so longg! I said sorry!

Fell off your chair : Yeah! It's stupid.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Yeh, good times. Now that I'm too old for that, I spend time sleeping. PLUS i have no one to wait by the phone for someone to call.

Saved e-mails : Inspirational and funny ones :)

What is your room looks like : inconsistent. Sometimes it's reall neat and the next day it looks like a Katrina came in.

What is the last thing you ate : Bread and baked beans. FLATULENCE or more likely, FARRRT! :D

Ever had Chicken pox : It was enjoyable, somehow. -_-

Sore throat : Used to. but I guess I'm a little bit more *flares bicep muscles* strongerr. rawrr!

Stitches : Heh, I have scars all over myself, but i do keep myself from major troubles :D

What's right beside you : My conscience who is trying to pull my ass to the study table.

Do you believe in love at first sight : Uhh of course not! *fingers crossed*

Like picnics : Noo. Unless it's like in the highlands or something. Do you know what's wrong with the weather today? There is going to be an OZONE HOLE right on top of Malaysia! which means too hot a weather! and--*trails off*

Who was the last person you danced with : Nissa. we were square-dancing all the way to the bathroom. and We continued there dancing with toothpaste in our mouth.

Last made you smile : One and only Grandmaa :D

Today did you talk to someone you like: Grandma, Sisters(squabbling), Eunice, Mimi, Ng, Everyone i talked to at sc

Do you eat healthy : Not that I want to.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you : Yeah. Both good and bad things said to me.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time : Oh you don't know. HA HA.

Are you confident : Not always

5 things I was doing 10 years ago :
-Getting adapted to the new hose in Kajang
-Goofing around
-Going places with parents
-Playing with dad
-Having a non-stressful life(i didn't even know what an exam was -_-)

5 things on my to-do list today :
-Neopets (WHAAT?!)
-Beijing Olympics 08.08.08 at 8... 8.30. -_- spoiler man.
-Brush teeth
-Wash my face
-It's already ten. I'll sleep.

5 snacks I enjoy :
-wasabi potato chips. YUM!
-Nerds and Gobstoppers
-Pringles
-Muruku(counted as snacks?)
-maggi mee (yes, my appetite is huge, so... those are snacks! :D)

5 thing I would do if I were a billionaire :
-Give God the 10% ...
-...then 70& TO THE BANKK!
-5% to donate for charity and the SPCA! and PAWS and WWF..
-....and to buy a nice phone, and buy that pizza from pizza hut and dominoes
- and the rest, presents for my family and friends! yay! -_-

5 of my bad habits :
-lazy
-easily distracted *sayy is that a bird?*
-overeating
-trusting people too easily
-easy addiction towards computer games

5 people to tag :
you, u, yu, yoo, yuh

2008-08-02T09:21:00.007+08:00

A JOB WELL DONE?

Can you believe it, I'm not even feeling the least heart-stricken. Well, I guess it's my own calamity. I brought myself into it. But its not like i actually feel anything. I know, I know, you ~~guys~~ girls must think I'm some heck of a friend. But my job, is done, as I've said to Charissa. I don't mean NOT to cry, but i do feel sad for them at least, not for myself. Of course i know how you all feel like. It had occurred to me way before I even hit PMR. Change has to happen, and it is for the better. It IS sad to see ppl around me crying and blah, and i can only look down or start drawing to distract my mind.
Sigh.
But honestly, in my opinion, I can't put the full blame on the principal. Yes she is long-winded and strict. But she has her reasons. She's not someone who has nothing better to do. She knows her responsibilities and blah.
I'm not on her side or anything, but based on a non-biased view, i don't think this is ridiculous. In this scenario, there is no one to be blamed.
But, this is my opinion, yes?
Kebebasan bersuara.

you imagine what I have been doing in mere months before my SPM.
DRAWING! ): My hands does not want to cooperate.
They take up one heck of a day to delight in doing these unnecessary shenanigans.
What i mean is unnecessary UNNECESSARY SHENANIGANS.

Eunice, if you think you are in a bad condition where you can't stop eating, I on the other hand, can't stop drawing AND eating!
When i think back, I think back of Weili. What did she get? 10As? 11As? 12?!
oomg. what did she do.
All i see her do before SPM is camwhoring. -_-
maybe i should start.
HECK NO.

2008-07-18T18:00:00.028+08:00

THE CORRECT WAY TO HANDLE A BABY

2008-07-18T16:03:00.002+08:00

SUBMIT
FINE! I'll use that phone. hmph.
Stupid LG phone.

I lost my phone. Yeah, the Sony E phone. I highly suspect the Yu Hua school guard. Immoral. I had more than RM 50 in credit inside my sim card, and he transferred it ALLto his phone, leaving RM6. The phone was about one month old only ):
The KAOG ppl around were nice enough to stick around till 12am to help me look for it.
Sigh.

Anyway, what's happening in school now is changing of classes.

Cemerlang, Gemilang, and Terbilang.

I know lots of students are like totally emo about this. I WOULDN'T name a few. But i'm not. i don't like change. But i guess I'm okay with the changing of classes. Separation of students. Separation of gangs.
I mean, what diff does it make to me? But then again, most of the students wouldn't want it to happen, so might as well go with the flow.

Why?

I think the answer is very obvious here.

2008-07-12T21:52:00.005+08:00

TIGHT ROPE

My previous Luke exam was okay *gulp*
i guess.
I tried to remember as much as I could to get the maximum marks.
But i realized that my head was blank, and so was question 4 (b), an essay question.
so i resorted to something else to get more marks.

I wrote to pastor, in the stupidest manner,
"ada markah for cleanliness? :P "
Pastor: You think ler?
Very generous.

Also, i did remember seeing the word 'chop up the servant to pieces' in the book!!

Me: ...chop up the servant to pieces...
Pastor: So extreme ah??
The real answer was 'cut him to pieces'
-_- whaddya know

Anyway, that's Bible Knowledge exam.
Now, to the Cheer 2008!
Nissa came back home looking like she needed ppl cheering her up
(despite her being a cheerleader)
HAHA!

We went for dinner and since Nigel curi makan her food..
I'm guessing he ate everything and left her the rice..

...because when she ate the crabs..

...even most of the lalas ended up on her plate.

(:

Actually we all dumped our food on her plate. Even dad did it -_-
But she ate alot though.

2008-07-03T18:34:00.002+08:00

'TIS WEEK'S A BLISS

Last Saturday Nissa and i had a reunion with the band members. And so did our parents with their parents. We went to Calvin's house and chatted for awhile with the band members. About everything. Jon's newfound bestie, Ivan's problems(which were solved), Ah Long movie, and other stuffs.

Calvin's house which was perfect for playing football.futsal.streetball.whatever.
Hold on.
It wasn't really perfect. There were kids crawling all over the place so we had to ask them to move aside. But they wouldn't, so.. I taught them the chicken dance! :p especially Irvin la. He liked it and started to annoy Calvin with chicken-dancing all over the place :p So did Izaak.

We had cake too! Alvin's and Izaak's birthday.

Righteoous.
(credits to nissa :) *yes, sweet sugary goodness. whatever*)

We had a piece or two, then we left to play ball again. I make a bad team player, cuz I just stand in front of the goal post(metal clothes hanger. you knowww. those with wheels) and teaching the kids how to chicken dance. I did kick the balls away from the goals, okay, occasionally kicking it into other player's balls, which made Jon's younger brother crumple into a heap in the middle of the game.
oopps.
So i went "watch them balls man!" when I was about to kick the ball.
But I like playing football. I like kicking the ball away from them when they're trying to score into my goalpost :p
Nissa didn't play football. -_- she said she'd cheer for us as a cheerleader, but her actions defied her words. I could've kicked the ball into the ass.

The game dispersed after Calvin did some unsaintly thing to Alvin. The was a heated argument, which led to a fight and slipper throwing and punching, annd in the end, Aunty Doris came and..
...
the outcome is too grotesque even for words.
But it was settled. THEN Calvin made Irvin cry -_-
But settled with a brotherly hug. Not grotesque this time (:

We played football till midnight, and then we had to go.

Church was great, in terms of spiritual growth. I could never trade that day for another. (:
Prayers anwered, crossroads turned into a single straight path, and to know that God is watching over me. And He NOTICES ME!

Do you feel that you're noticed by God?
Keep praying, whatever it is!
I know this has been overrated, but
P.U.S.H!
Pray Until Something Happens!

Something happened yesterday, yet another answered prayer! With a CONFIRMATION!
If you know what i mean.

2008-06-25T13:35:00.002+08:00

ONCE'S EHOUGH, TWICE , YOU'RE PUSHIN IT

This is infuriating! My nerves are pushed to the limit, so THIS IS THE END. I have endured this for so long and responded to your pleas, every single time!
I'M DONE

2008-06-21T10:08:00.004+08:00

UP TO NO GOOD

Somewhere between the holidays, We called up PERHILITAN to deliver the civet cats. One of them were kind of like dying? So they're in safe hands now. (:

I hope

Aaaaand my results for the mid term weren't good. Nor satisfying. It was WAAYY beyond my expectations. So, i can't hang out with my friends during the holidays.
And VICTOR IS ALREADY BACKK. ):

--

!@#$%^&*(@#$%^&@#$%^*!@#$%^&*(@#$%^&*(
I wanna complain about him here, but my choices of words are just too hurtful. But thats the point isn't it? But wait, he might go "i'm sorry la. my fault la ok, always my fault"
GEEZ YO!
I can't find the words to write.
Of course i'm pissed la. and the only thing that might make happy is looking at my phone. :D

..and my piano.

2008-06-07T15:40:00.000+08:00

GOING ONCE...
Mom received a gift just yesterday and she wants to auction it off.

the gift is a LG KU380 phone.

This phone is a 1.3 megapixel slider,

It's features:
3G network,
dual camera (1.3M + VGA) (video calling),
large screen (1.8" 176x220 LCD),
Bluetooth,
microSD slot,
Google search,
MP3 player,
MPEG4,
1GB memory space.

Price:
RM380 (usual RM 699)

warranty card, USB cord, 2 MicroSD adapter, earphones are included.

contact me if anyone of you are interested.
fast!

2008-06-04T13:36:00.000+08:00

HELP ME!
I really don't know what to do with the civet kittens. Their mom didn't come around last night.
where should i look to for help?

i) zoo?
ii) pet store?
iii) veterinary?

I can't go on hand feeding them everyday because i can't teach them to survive. ): they can barely walk and imagine what will happen if this goes on. I need PROFESSIONAL HELP! But i really don;t know who to turn to.

anyone who can help me, please tag me, or email to debbiegoh@hotmail.com

2008-06-03T13:43:00.000+08:00

THE CIVETS
How do you care for a civet cat? Make that THREE BABY civet cats.

It was inside of my house roof making alot of noise. Mom didn't like these kind of 'things' she says. She was afraid that it might carry rabies and stuff -_-

So we had to call our maid and gardener, Zaki (i think thats his name) and get the kittens out. And we put it in a hamster cage -_- They were making alot of noises for quite some time and after awhile, i guess they just fell asleep.

They're NOCTURNAL animals. Poor kittens. They didn't like the sunlight, and i'm not surprised. So, we covered the cage with cloth and i guess we'll release it soon enough after we know that the mom knows where her babies are. I mean, i can't feed them! They don't even have teeth yet ):

We dropped smashed papayas inside the cage and hopefully they can and will eat. So much for my plans on sleeping early tonight :p

My plan is to put them in a box ouside the house and by night-time, i'll be able to watch the mom and her babies from afar :D
More pictures will be up, IF i manage to pull myself to snap their pictures :D

2008-05-27T11:47:00.000+08:00

IS IT ENOUGH NOW?
This is so pissing off. morning sinuses while you're trying to get something done is something no one wants to experience.Trying to write NEATLY, proper MARGIN, visible ALIGNMENT, while holding a wad of tissue already soaked with sinus mucus, up my nose. Not to mention that lion mane of a hair on my head keeps getting in the way. Its not short, but its not long either. Long enough to tie it up, but not long enough to tie ALL of them up.

500 PLUS name cards! yes, all on your own, while you stick that soggy tissue up your nose because you're trying to get it all done without wasting time.
Yep, thats me.

Anyway, apart from my usual morning moods, yesterday a car hit a dog. ): Delena and i used to go out in the evening to play with that dog, along with another dog. we looked for it and finally found it. Hiding and both its hind legs were injured. I pulled it out, and had him carried to the owner of the dog. ): the hind legs are badly hurt. I know it sounds wrong, but i wish the dog would just die. Put an end to its misery.

on a lighter note, HILLSONGS CONCERT IS TOMORROW! YEEEEEEEEEEYYY!

2008-05-20T20:50:00.000+08:00

MY LOVE, WHERE ARE YOU GOING?

My exams are fin ally over! and i can finally sit in front of the computer and most of all, play with my love! and here i am, sitting in front of the computer, thinking of my love, and playing spider and winning it for the second time in my entire lifetime in the medium difficulty,
while nissa is.. backcombing my hair?!

fuh, she gave up. dON'T ask me how i did in my exam. i won't tell it out here either. Hey! i Just won another round of spider! :p i'm getting good at this! :D
and i have the sudden craze for Jesse McCartney.

JESSE I LOVE YOU!!!
okay okay, enough with the freaky fan girl shenanigans .
butbutbutbut ITS JESSE MCCARTNEYYY. *dies*

*smacks into reality*

besides *drools* jesse, i am heading to neopets!
shutup. its fun :D

i know, i know, they look like mutated freaks to y'all. but they're adorable to me :p

none other than... PARIS HILTON :P

2008-05-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

Part 1:
On the outside
Name: Debbie Goh Pei Chen
Date of Birth: 15091991
Current Status: singlity single
Eye Colour: Dark brown. Honestly, its black if you just look at it, but if you shine a light in.. OH NEVERMIND!
Hair Colour: Black. Yes, jet black!
Righty or Lefty: Righto
Zodiac Sign: Virgo

Part 2:
On the Inside
Your Heritage: Korean
Your Fear: balloons. I like helium balloons. only.. I'd be watching it feet above me.
Your Weakness: easily distracted, taking things too personally

Part 3:
Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: what's the time?
Your bedtime: from 11pm to 12pm
Your most missed memory: good times between 2004 and 2006. sigh. good times.

Part 4:
Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McD's or Burger King: McD's
Single or Group Dates: single!
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: MIXED!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappu!

Part 5:
Do You..
Smoke: heck no
Curse: well, i think i've started cursing more than excessively since i...
Drink : I'm allergic to alcohol!

Part 6:
In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: does jolly shandy count? It's the ONLY alcoholic drink that i can drink!
To the mall: naww.
Been on stage: nah.
Eaten sushi: YEAH!sayyy, are you feeling a little hungry right now? :p
Dyed your hair: nop.what if i said i dyed my hair black :D

Part 7:
Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: i've stripped.. my Barbie dolls! :D
Changed who you were to fit in: i think so.. But i'm kinda myself today :S

Part 8:
Age You're hoping to be married: before 30

Part 9:
In A Guy/Girl
Best eye colour: like mine. or green. or blue. or grey?? :D
Hair colour: black. unless if its jesse mccartney *drools*
Short or long hair: SHAWRTYY

Part 10:
What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: Feeling guilty about the exams
1 hour ago: Neopets. SHHHH
1 month ago: About the same.
1 year ago: making decisions.

Part 11:
Finish The Sentences
I love: God, family, friends, food, sports, animals, music, dance, games.. you name it. i tend to love everything -_-
I feel: guilty
I miss: *starts to type something, then runs off crying*
I need: TO REVISE! oh where is my willpower!?

Part 12: Tag 6 People

you, you, you, you, you, you, and nissa!

List out 5 presents you wish for:

New pencil case
New phone
A sexy car!
Another book shelf
Heavenly presents counted? :p

2008-04-29T13:50:00.000+08:00

It wasn't much of a normal day to me. Nor was it a day where something extraordinary happened. But it did occur to me, that I HAVE TO CHANGE. I had my ULBS (BM Oral Test) today. I didn't flunk it. But it was beyond my expectations. I did not get the points i was aiming for. No, i did not.
I had ample time to memorize my 6 minutes script (I was doing my test individually. I had to) which was three weeks. I memorized and memorized and memorized until i knew everything, word for word.
I knew everything inside out and i knew i could do it.

So, the day came for me to carry out everything i have memorized. But a sudden fear inflicted me and i felt the numbness and coldness and weakness in my whole body. I couldn't bring myself up to the front of the whole class! I felt like fainting and wanted to cry. But the teacher had already called me up and so, i dragged my feet up to the front of the class.

Instantly, i forgot everything.

EVERYTHING

Up at the front, everyone looked like critiques, everyone looked so judgmental, and so scary.

I had to face the fact when everything was over:
i sucked.

My hands trembled as i signed the oral paperwork. And i started to cry. Later on, Wen Yin told me she was sorry that she called me up to help finish up with some banner thing, and she wouldn't have called me if she had known that i had an oral test coming up.
I told her it wasn't her fault. I just got too scared of the crowd. Thats all.

The thing is, it wasn't anyone's fault..
and the other thing is, i did not pray. I only depended on my own strength.

If i compare this result to my Bible Knowledge exam results for the 2nd exam, both are totally different.
I didn't really study for my 2nd bible exam but i was so happy with the results. It was really really beyond my expectations. Better than my expectations, in fact. But for that exam, i prayed more than i studied, with the little time i had, before the exam.

BIG CONTRAST??

Conclusion: Not by might, nor by power, but by the spirit of the Lord God almighty

"Though they stumble, they will not fall, for the Lord holds them by the hand"
[Pslams 37:24]

2008-04-26T09:42:00.000+08:00

FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND
Leona Lewis

When I was all alone
With so much I know along the way
Then I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life
Flash across the sky
So many times have I
Been so afraid ooh
And just when I
Have thought I've lost my way
You give me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

When I'm weary
Well I no you'll be there
And I can feel you
When you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

2008-04-24T03:05:00.000+08:00

I SAW IT COMING

I will never fail you, I will never forsake you
Hebrews 13:5

2008-04-22T08:51:00.000+08:00

WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU?

The mid year exam is only 14 days away and i just can't bring myself to study! This is so depressing. Everyday, i come back from school, eat, take a shower, and then tap on my piano. And before i know it, its already 6pm.
LOOK AT THE TIME NOW!
(5:44 pm)
and spm is like what, 200 days plus away. Even though i keep myself away from the computer for a week, i STILL find unnecessary things to do.
where has my willpower gone??

Maybe its cuz I'm just well, depressed. For absolutely no reason. I think.
I think i better try to look for my willpower now. And now i feel like eating.
NOO.

2008-04-05T20:20:00.000+08:00

lazy to talk about singapore already laa. Anyway, it was Mimi's birthday yesterday an there was a small party for her at Yee Thong's house.
Her house is so cool! and her dog too :D It was fun there playing with her dog, hamsters and parrot. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MIMI

2008-04-01T17:36:00.000+08:00

This blog is dyinggg.
anyway,

21-23 March '08

Singapore! :D we travelled by car to Amara Hotel where it was near to Orchard Road and just opposite 7-Eleven. *gasps* instant mash potatoes! omg! they don't have it here in m'sian 7-E. ):
shopped and shopped and shopped until the spelling for shopping looks funny to me. I fould a cool jacket and some shorts.
i lazy upload la. other time la. or refer to my sister's blog :D

_________________________________________
Oppss! gotta go. -_- here i go again.

2008-03-20T13:10:00.000+08:00

blehhh, i think i'll stick with this old blogskin for a while.

2008-03-17T22:13:00.001+08:00

when i came back from school, mom handed me my lunch box
and at that moment, someone called.
It was my mom's ex colleague (admirer) SHHHH! :p

my mom had already saved saved his number under Don't Answer.(weirddd)
And my mom went, "DEBBIE!! DON'T ANSWER IS CALLING HAHAHAHAHAHA" and she left it ringing.
And it kept on ringing and ringing, so my mom asked me, "what to do ah? :D"
and i went,
"OO OO!! I KNOWW! 8)"

then i picked up the call, my hands shivering with excitement.

me: HALOWW?! (in thick indo + indian accent)
mom: *stifling a loud loud laugh*
ex-colleague: lenglui!!
me: *trying to sound like some apuneneh* HALOW?! AAA?
ex-colleague: oi yam cha mo-
me: HALOWW? HALLO? *cover mouth to stop giggling*
ex-colleague: *silence*
me: SAPA INIAAA? *thick indo accent learnt from my maid :D*
mom: *close to tears from stifling laughs*
ex-colleague: *silence*

then the phone went dead :p i guess he couldn't speak malay. :/
later, he texted mom, "thank you" what does that mean?
sigh.. men. :D

2008-03-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

I've never been anywhere cold as you

I still haven't given the gerbil a name yet. :p
In one of my earlier posts, there's was this post about a few puppies around my neighborhood. all except on, have been given adopted.
SO, delena and i kesian la the remaining one. we asked mom if we could adopt it. Mom's reply was cruel.
no. period.
okayy, so FINE.
we packed half our dinner for the puppy. And her mom :p
bones, okra, rice, cabbage, eggs,.. the pup ate EVERYTHING! ...including the McD flyer. -_-
it looks a little bit like Roy, Jon's dog. it's not a Labrador. x) only, skinnier.
name? don't know. :D the gerbil is referred as 'THE Gerbil' and sometimes we forget. We'd call it 'THE Hamster', too, out of habit. -_-
I think the pups name is gonna be 'THE puppy'

besides names and pets,...

Poor Nigel. i wish i could help him out. ):
and i didn't even get to send him back last week )':

2008-03-10T14:58:00.000+08:00

YOU
-Jaci Velasquez

Who makes
The sun light up my shadows
When the darkness tries to follow me
Who makes
The air that brings me life
So I can breathe the love that's given to me

You make everything good
Everything wonderful
You grace my days
And heaven fills my view
Let's forever sing
You make everything pure
Everything beautiful
You make me see the only thing that's true
It's you

Who makes
The waters of my sorrow part
And leads the gladness into my heart
Who makes
The rivers run that wash away
And clean my soul to make a new start

You hung the moon
You placed the stars that shine your love for me
I hope all that I do
Will show reflections of you

2008-03-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

actually, money DO grow on trees :D
don't they?
__________________________

There are three words in the English language that end in 'gry'. ONE is angry and the other is hungry. EveryONE knows what the third ONE means and what it stands for. EveryONE uses them everyday, and if you listened very carefully, I've given you the third word. What is it? _______gry?

what is it??